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i hate the fact that everyone in my life is happy.. except me
call this being selfish all you want, but i really do hate it.
all of my close friends are getting into these great relationships and its starting to seem to me like i`m nothing but a tag-along and i feel retarded when i hang out with them..
for once, i thought everything was going great. i graduated and i was semi-happy.
now i`m right back where i started
lonely, mainly
because i`m sick of having to watch them be happy when i cant.
dklfhgfsdlghsdf whatever.. what am i doing.
call this being selfish all you want, but i really do hate it.
all of my close friends are getting into these great relationships and its starting to seem to me like i`m nothing but a tag-along and i feel retarded when i hang out with them..
for once, i thought everything was going great. i graduated and i was semi-happy.
now i`m right back where i started
lonely, mainly
because i`m sick of having to watch them be happy when i cant.
dklfhgfsdlghsdf whatever.. what am i doing.