its christmas eve and ive only wrapped 2 effin presants

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well its christmas eve and here i am in a hotel . i feel so sick , i need to eat but im too depressed . im not even exited about christmas now , i just want to go home and be with my other family .

when i get kids and im married and stuff i want to give my family the christmas i always wanted . the big house deal with all family and friends around and stuff. sigh , it all sounds so nice.

its not even cold here , i think its supposed to be in the 20s tonight though , GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh

kill me ,im to tired to think.