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Dec 01, 2003 21:28

the last couple days has been making me wanna be a better person . ive changed so much just in the last few months ,like alot . I never had any self esteme i thought i was stupid and never did anything right , but now im like " dude you are so awesome , you are the best person in the world " . i think its good for you to have alot of self esteme , not to much to where your stuck up ... but just enough to have good thoughts about yourself. I just feel like im a todally differant person , still confused as ever ... but trying to understand myself . its realy hard , somehow i messed up my mind to where im confused about everything and cant think about anything . BUT im trying .

I cant believe its December already , thats so crazy ... my favorite time of the year is here! woo hoo! I really wanna go out tomorrow to the mall and stuff and make a christmas list , those are always fun . my dad always says i dont know what i want for christmas , so ima try to prove him wrong ... hopefully i can find a few things i want . Im going to virginia for christmas , we always do ... i kinda wana stay here this year but that would be wrong .

Ive been practicing drums so much lately , I think im really good now . im still gonna keep practicing just as much so when the opportunity comes and some famous band wants me to play drums for them ill be ready. ( shout outz to my dawgs travis barker and tre cool!)

OH YEAH! norma jean is on saturday , that should be fun . i like them alot live , and i get to see my homeboy jake the snizzake.

OK! well im outa here , love you guys , keep smokin it up!
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