Jul 01, 2008 10:45
This isn't where I saw myself five years ago. I guess I don't know where I saw myself. Maybe with friends. I don't see any of my friends. The only time I see anyone that is a friend is when I go to school. I stayed on an extra year at school, so all my high school/secondary school friends left and went to uni and stuff. I kind of kept in touch with them. But they all made other friends. All those I considered as best friends have other friends they consider best friends. All I have is my boyfriend. Don't get me wrong he is the love of my life. But a girl needs her friends. And I don't have any. I have no best friends, no one I can hang out with. No one. I am starting college in september, but I'm very nervous and don't make friends easily because I get shy. I know this sounds very stupid. But it's getting me down so much.