Jul 05, 2005 08:36
I can feel a budding forgiveness in my heart. Time has made a certain tragedy less significant? Perhaps I have matured and things have become clearer? I always knew I couldn't hold this against them forever. Though forgiveness doesn't mean I will forget. I know it wont leave my sleep until I let go and move on... and that is what I plan to do.
I'm looking forward to sweeter times. I am scared to pick up my life. Having said that, however, I am SO excited that I could burst. I can't wait to share everything and join my life with someone I value and admire more than anything else ever.
It's all a bit overwhelming. I'm feeling just as loved as I love. That rules.