No it's NOT like any other love. This one's different because it's us!

May 12, 2005 12:51

Ryan came from Adelaide last night. He's a sweetheart... even though I am a bad person and talk to amazing boys on the phone while he's trying to call me to come and get him. Oooops.

Speaking of amazing boys... I have one of my very own. I am very excited because he... HAS A HOUSE... of his very own now. I will go and visit him on Saturday and distract him from moving house by kissing him lots and singing Jawbreaker. Seriously. The best boy ever. I think you would die if you knew.

I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired and I can't focus on any work. I felt seedy as fuck last night and didn't sleep until 1:30. Gah. Today is going too slow.

I get paid tonight. THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

Wahhhhhh so pissed off about missing Norma Jean. Everyone has said that they were amazing =( I also missed seeing Jarrod and Loukas. Ghey.

I'm less stressed. Apathy rules. I can pretend like everything's okay... because... I don't give a fuck... and because... I HAVE NICOLAS... and that makes every stupid other thing fuck right off.

Jets to Brazil are amazing. Not Jawbreaker amazing... but only about 90% less amazing... which makes them special.

And YOU can appreciate them RIGHT NOW. My favourite song:

"In The Summer's When You Really Know"

In the tall grass of a long sun a quiet repast and I'm sweet nothings
Come hell I'm your lover your man your friend your fair weather
It's a world stopped afternoon passion legs your wordless
All blue routes to your birth place chalk white wincing pretty in it

Summer dress your hair's wet and gets into our kisses
Can you tell why my intentions always wind up near misses
There's a kindness in your smile but my sky plays fatal music
There's the promise and the shell of great beginnings seldom finished

In the laze of a barefoot afternoon. What's a boy to do?
Sunday eyes, am I losing you? Is the summer really through?

Straps down and overtired if I had a favorite picture
I'd call it right now, uncertain, braced for your disaster
Summer gown were you sent down to wrestle me to reason
I'm a thrown fight in your favor I'll do everything but listen to you now

In the laze of an empty afternoon. It's all happening too soon.
Sunday eyes, am I losing you? Say it isn't true.

In the summer you really know
That it doesn't feel like the summer so much anymore
But I keep trying to find you somewhere smiling
Over me. Over you. Over me.

Summer girl all summer long you know the winter's wrong
Southbound those motel towns can mend most broken mornings
There's citrus groves where noone knows the fruit of truth from evil
And a long walk on a short pier means nothing more than swimming here

There's an end but we don't get to choose. We can only lose.
If I cried a river just for you
would you swim in it some sunny afternoon?

In the summer you'll really know
You're the only summer that i think i'll ever know
So I'll keep trying to find you somewhere smiling
Over me. Over you. Over me.
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