denial is a wonderful thing
right now i feel very confused. possibly even more confused then i have ever been in my whole life. it's like things are coming together in many aspects of my life but then i'm noticing things falling apart in other areas. it's like for some things to be good i have to accept that other things have to be bad. i'm not sure if i'm down with all that. i don't mean to be naive and think that the world can be perfect and stress free but a girl can dream.
i've got a thousand and one things racing through my mind. i'm not sure how to prioritize them and i have no freaking clue how to deal with them. then again i'm not sure if i'm ready or willing to deal with them. if no good can come of it should i bring it up? jsut a thought to myself. i know i have daddy issues and i'm sure almost everyone in the world knows i have about a thousand and one love/committment/groeing up issues but is denial such a horrible thing if it helps you get through the days.
danielle and i had a great weekend,it really made me feel positive about my school life and i really needed that. also in denial about the two of us ever having to not be roommates...
and my brain is numb again so off to bed
i've got a thousand and one things racing through my mind. i'm not sure how to prioritize them and i have no freaking clue how to deal with them. then again i'm not sure if i'm ready or willing to deal with them. if no good can come of it should i bring it up? jsut a thought to myself. i know i have daddy issues and i'm sure almost everyone in the world knows i have about a thousand and one love/committment/groeing up issues but is denial such a horrible thing if it helps you get through the days.
danielle and i had a great weekend,it really made me feel positive about my school life and i really needed that. also in denial about the two of us ever having to not be roommates...
and my brain is numb again so off to bed