FIRST OFF: Go check out Framing Hanley's new song "You Stupid Girl" now on iTunes.. seriously it's great... anyone reading this will like it... so check it out!
http://bit.ly/cL6Uk3 Haven't updated in nearly a month... tsk tsk... i was thinking about a journal entry i might write back on thursday... it was a beautiful day out but my mind was racing and been trying to sort out money issues and future plans so i went to this duck pond park. I left everything in the car, my phone, camera, notebook, etc and only took a big bottle of water and my mp3 player. I walked around and around that pond just thinking and trying to clear my mind and try not to stress out. It was very weird to not have all that stuff with me and i couldn't believe how much excess pent up nervous energy i had just from thinking about everything going on in my life. Though i didn't solve any major issues it did feel good.
I've been getting out in nature a bit more lately. On easter my mom and I went to Ramapo Reservation and hiked a bit, it was just nice getting out and freeing my mind, enjoying the scenery, etc. Monday my coworker Jen and I went to Van Saun Park and the zoo there, which was sooooo much fun!! twas great hanging out with her all day and seeing all the animals and just being us outside of work. Very easy to talk to her and be myself. It was great. Then we went and ate and got ice cream, after finding out we couldn't ride the carousel and the train ride had too long of a line haha we also went to the wildlife reservation right near my house and that was fun too. overall great time. and took lotsa pics of course haha may hafta put some up on deviantart... managed to get a few decent ones.
Anyway... my birthday is in ONE WEEK!!! wooohooo... quite excited but still really have a lot of stuff to figure out and hopefully will have money to do what i want... stupid money... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
ok gonna go... hope ya'll didn't miss me :P
peace and one last week of being 23!!