Addicted...
So you know that whole "i'm gonna do a real update and year end wrap up" thing? yeah haven't doen that... obviously... yet again been really neglecting LJ... I've left a few voice posts.. because they are much easier and don't require tackling my horrible computer..
And i swear i've sent some text posts.. but they never showed up.. hrm... odd...
anyway... um.. it's exactly 3 months to my 23rd birthday... that's a bit insane... the past year has really gone by in a blur.. and i think sleeping on an old torn up couch for 7+ months is startign to get to me...
Still working with the pups at Camp Bow Wow (btw.. if you ever wanna check them out go to http://www.campbowwow.com/us/nj/midlandpark/CamperCams/tabid/2515/Default.aspx to watch the pups at mine... i go on there sometiems to see what dogs i gotta deal with later haha)... it's actually like the least stressful job.. EVER... we were discussing it and realized it's cuz we only hafta deal with stuff at that moment.. yes tehre is a set schedule of stuff to get done.. but it gets done at that time and we don't worry till that time comes.. and overall the dogs are pretty good... some dont' get along.. jsut like people.. so it can be.. eh.. but overall they are pretty good.. and i try not to but i have my faves.. i'm sure i'll get around to postign pics sometime...
besides work? um.. been bugging ARok a lot... i apologize for that.. saw a bunch of the Izzles for AJ's bday... um... dyed my hair myself for the first time.. go me haha...overall the holidays... were so drama filled... and shit has just carried over... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much going on in my head... but that's normal isn't it? which sucks by itself... why am i used to being miserable? UGH
you are welcome to ask me about school and the future.. my reply will be either "aydunno" or "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH".... so beware... um... eventually i will be back in florida.. at least to visit.. and get my crap from storage.. and hopefully rescue Fin.. i miss him *tear* though he is being taken care of by a very nice foster family.. named blum... :P
been really annoying lately... half of it is me.. otehr have is the meds... the side effects REALLY suck... do you know what it's like to not feel like you can control your emotions? well not all emotions... mostly anger... it's not cool at all.. plus i ahve such a bad temper that i'm really scared i'm gonna crack... blah
well i gotta go... gotta ge the mother from the gym.. then quick stop home before work... sorry my life is so boring... grrs... hopefully next time i'll add pics...
peace and miss people
And i swear i've sent some text posts.. but they never showed up.. hrm... odd...
anyway... um.. it's exactly 3 months to my 23rd birthday... that's a bit insane... the past year has really gone by in a blur.. and i think sleeping on an old torn up couch for 7+ months is startign to get to me...
Still working with the pups at Camp Bow Wow (btw.. if you ever wanna check them out go to http://www.campbowwow.com/us/nj/midlandpark/CamperCams/tabid/2515/Default.aspx to watch the pups at mine... i go on there sometiems to see what dogs i gotta deal with later haha)... it's actually like the least stressful job.. EVER... we were discussing it and realized it's cuz we only hafta deal with stuff at that moment.. yes tehre is a set schedule of stuff to get done.. but it gets done at that time and we don't worry till that time comes.. and overall the dogs are pretty good... some dont' get along.. jsut like people.. so it can be.. eh.. but overall they are pretty good.. and i try not to but i have my faves.. i'm sure i'll get around to postign pics sometime...
besides work? um.. been bugging ARok a lot... i apologize for that.. saw a bunch of the Izzles for AJ's bday... um... dyed my hair myself for the first time.. go me haha...overall the holidays... were so drama filled... and shit has just carried over... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much going on in my head... but that's normal isn't it? which sucks by itself... why am i used to being miserable? UGH
you are welcome to ask me about school and the future.. my reply will be either "aydunno" or "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH".... so beware... um... eventually i will be back in florida.. at least to visit.. and get my crap from storage.. and hopefully rescue Fin.. i miss him *tear* though he is being taken care of by a very nice foster family.. named blum... :P
been really annoying lately... half of it is me.. otehr have is the meds... the side effects REALLY suck... do you know what it's like to not feel like you can control your emotions? well not all emotions... mostly anger... it's not cool at all.. plus i ahve such a bad temper that i'm really scared i'm gonna crack... blah
well i gotta go... gotta ge the mother from the gym.. then quick stop home before work... sorry my life is so boring... grrs... hopefully next time i'll add pics...
peace and miss people