Something That I Already Know...
I know i know... it's been insanely long... i've barely been able to check anything on lj for a long time... besides my really slow connection, by the time i get to go online at the library,etc, there is so much to catch up on i never get to read everything *sigh*
So i apologize, seriously, i feel like i dont know anything going on with lj people and communities anymore. except for what i post occasionally.
My life this fall semester has mostly been... hrm.. what has it been. well been working at camp bow wow since like mid October... it's like a daycare and kennel for dogs...it's been awesome. So stress free, get to work with tons of puppies and my coworkers are overall awesome. I don't deal wit hthe money part or the general public so it really is just me the dogs and a few other humans. My boss, Mike, is like my fave boss ever. His dogs are cool too haha. I'll post pics of some of the pups when i'm at the library. Besides work, which is like 20-35 hours a week depending, mostly been bugging Arok, going to random concerts, trying to be social, seeing Lo and the Izzles sometimes, saw Doc after a fun punk party... really random stuff.
Saw family on turkey day... not fun..random debates... wanted to hurt people... have yet to see any of my father's family... my nanny and pop pop have been having a very rough year... pop pop had major surgery in august.. still doing alright... my grandpa had knee surgery.. they may be coming up for xmas... oy... speakin of xmas.. you really can call me the Grinch... xmas season just... gah.. gets me sooooo stressed out and panicked.. it 's not fun... plus trying to see everyone and worry about money and giving gifts and everything... blah... alcohol helps with family though...
As for school? who the fuck knows... i have yet to get any help... had this whole issue regarding meds and insurance and shit... maybe i should just be a college dropout.. that's something my family wouldn't have guessed i'd be... no idea what the fuck i am or who i am... it's really not fun...
i refuse to think too long though.. or i get insane... ok new topic um...
i'm insane... and a freak.. and a dork.. but shit happens...
the stupidest shit is making me cry lately.. wtf?
peace and off to tear up
So i apologize, seriously, i feel like i dont know anything going on with lj people and communities anymore. except for what i post occasionally.
My life this fall semester has mostly been... hrm.. what has it been. well been working at camp bow wow since like mid October... it's like a daycare and kennel for dogs...it's been awesome. So stress free, get to work with tons of puppies and my coworkers are overall awesome. I don't deal wit hthe money part or the general public so it really is just me the dogs and a few other humans. My boss, Mike, is like my fave boss ever. His dogs are cool too haha. I'll post pics of some of the pups when i'm at the library. Besides work, which is like 20-35 hours a week depending, mostly been bugging Arok, going to random concerts, trying to be social, seeing Lo and the Izzles sometimes, saw Doc after a fun punk party... really random stuff.
Saw family on turkey day... not fun..random debates... wanted to hurt people... have yet to see any of my father's family... my nanny and pop pop have been having a very rough year... pop pop had major surgery in august.. still doing alright... my grandpa had knee surgery.. they may be coming up for xmas... oy... speakin of xmas.. you really can call me the Grinch... xmas season just... gah.. gets me sooooo stressed out and panicked.. it 's not fun... plus trying to see everyone and worry about money and giving gifts and everything... blah... alcohol helps with family though...
As for school? who the fuck knows... i have yet to get any help... had this whole issue regarding meds and insurance and shit... maybe i should just be a college dropout.. that's something my family wouldn't have guessed i'd be... no idea what the fuck i am or who i am... it's really not fun...
i refuse to think too long though.. or i get insane... ok new topic um...
i'm insane... and a freak.. and a dork.. but shit happens...
the stupidest shit is making me cry lately.. wtf?
peace and off to tear up