Random thoughts
Well, I finally got to see Dana last night. After not seeing him for almost a year. Every time Dana is around my son he is so good with him. This of course makes me think silly things like, I wish Dana was the father of my kid. Then of course I remember all the years of trying to get Dana with no success. I love my boyfriend and I know he loves me and Kian but that doesn't change the fact that I still adore Dana and I always will. I think Chris knows that too and may be a little jealous(only a little) of the attention I still give to Dana. I don't know. Maybe I'm just a little crazy.