Mar 14, 2009 22:19
So...I went on Facebook last night and found some of my old friends that I haven't talked to in a million years. It's been fun finding them. I was talking to one of them earlier. It has brought back so many memories and feelings, Including an old boyfriend. I thought I was completely over him, hell I should be, it's been 18 years damn it!I've moved on with my life and so has he. I have a boyfriend and a son that mean the world to me. I just don't know, maybe I never will be completely over him, maybe there is a little piece of my heart that will always belong to him. I mean seriously, I don't feel like this about any of my other exes, just this one. I care about my other exes and I'm still friends with some of them. He's part of my past and there's nothing I can do to change that. He's always been there some where in my thoughts through all these years. Am I crazy to feel this way? I don't know. There's more going on in my head but that's the general gist of it. It makes me wish I was a teenager again. It also makes me miss just hanging out with my friends. It kind of makes me feel isolated from the rest of civilization. It's pretty much impossible to do anything with my son.