time to say♥
Wanted to make something special for the last entry of year but at this moment I can't think of anything ^^; looking back, there're oh so many things I haven't done, that I should have done& things I shouldn't but I did all the ways, what the..? lol
.But well, there were good things too, like.. my Mom bought 2 little fishes& put them together with mine, I was freaked out but looks like I was for nothing..
.My relationship with my step-father got a bit better, we don't argue anymore, or not as much as before, I think I become more mature ^^ or is it, getting old? haha
.My work is still the same, uneventful, &I'm glad. My boss is still a creepy old man, but I got used to it.. (to note: do not forget to send him a greeting card ^^;)
.Teddy& I are still together ^^ it's a bless ♥
.I could learn alot of things during my work trip, it was a nice experience, though I regret to fall asleep on the train.. I heard the mountains were amazing..
.I still love& worship Horikita Maki& YamaKi & NewS XD kyaa
.many celebrities crushes, YUZU, Joongbo then Kim Hyun Joong, Hong Ki, FT. Island (how old are they already? am I safe?), &of course SS501!
.and... Him (?)
Next year: i have to
.Work harder, save money.
.Buy gifts
.Spend less time on net
.Be more funny
.Learn how to make jokes
.Stop being stubborn no.
.Contact Mom more often
.Call my friends more frequently
.Invite friends home
.Read more
.Cook something delicious
.Clean my room daily!!
.Not depend on Teddy too much, the guy has a life too
.Finish the unfinished projects last year
.Think about the future
.Be less selfish
.Be more decisive (argh)
.Be more attentive, note& remember important things/events
.Be more considerate, patient
.Talk more, open to new people
.Express myself better
.Exercise, training -__-
.Learn japanese (how could i forgot that?)
Okay enough about myself,
to everyone on my flist: Thanks for being with me all this time, giving me your supports, I feel blessed& loved and grateful to you all :) I hope and wish you a new year full of happiness, love, joy& success. If there's 1 thing I'd learnt this year, is that alone I'm nothing ^^ even my fish seems to be a lot more cheerful now with accompanies ^^ and how I learnt to accept a person as he is, nobody is perfect but with someone makes them entire. I want to make people around me laugh more than to make them feel bitter or sad or angry; to Let go of tiny defects, always look forwards& at the bright side of it.. I'm not sure to be in position to tell you that but I'm trying for myself ^^ I wish for all of you could fulfill your dreams too, no matter how harsh life is, if you aim for something with all ur mind, you'll reach it one day! that's what my Mom kept telling me when I was young ^^
anyway, let's continue to work hard ne~~! I hope you all spend wonderful moments with your beloved ones this last day of year 2008! Tell them you love them& want to be with them next year too! lol ;)
(I should stop before it becomes too mushy rofl~)
xxx
~ran