fantasies..
Just got home, i look like a dead fish, do i *__*
*WARNING : lot of randoms (& possible swearings)
It's like a bad day is not enough, I had an argument with the owner of restaurant's son. Heck he's same age as me & yet he acted like he's superior WTF While I'm busy doing everything, he just stays behind the bar, ordering & recieve the additions, pff
well, not that I complaint, I like my job & people going there like me too ;but I just don't like how he looks down on me. okay I work there since not long time, but so far, I think I'm doing my job pretty well, I learn things fast and I'm alwayz doing with all my mind. Yet, they (his family: his mom -the owner-, his sister & his girlfriend) are alwayz searching me; what to do, you're a 'rookie'!
This afternoon, that was just too much! When he orders me to do some task, I refused because I had so many things to do, well I admit the way I responded was little ..'strong' ? I just shout "Do it yourself!!" and you know what, later, accidently, I 'eavesdropped' him saying 'things' to his mom, how i didn't do my work well, how i didn't respect him. At that moment I just want to throw something into his face & walk out of there.. I hate such people the most, stabbing the others behind their back. And imagine that, few days ago, I was trying to befriend with him..
is all man like that nowadays??!! small heart & arrogant??
F*CK , go to hell.
ME
O___________O
*smash head & die*
Is anyone watching "ON AIR" ? I've just downloaded 2 first eps yesterday & watched half of 1st eps, it's soo interesting ,dream cast, captivating & original storyline, totally unlike those melodrama everyday XDD omg & Kim Ha Neul is soooo beautiful~ iyaa, and the OST is reallyyy superb!! I haven't been excited over a kdrama for a long longgg time ^o^
link link!
This is probably the most unexpected thing I do lately ^^; yea
There's no reason I can give to you (either to myself, that is)
Thanks to my friend who kindly sent me her 1 thousand & 1 pics of Ryo ^^
Strangely enough, I didn't hesitate much on the choice *__-
Anyway, I hope it turnt out okay, & you'll like it ;)
I may write a fanfic, who knows
. . . just let me in your heart
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personally I like this 1 more but Teddy says it's too dark ... ?
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(the gurl is Mizukawa Asami .She's in the cast of LF ^^)
Inside of me, no matter how hard I try to bare, I can't throw you away.
Like the wind that hits my face, I am crying.
Even if the sky meant for you to throw me away,
I do not have any resentment.
At any cost, don't forget please,
Since you've recieved a world
much larger than my love.
Are tears falling from you too?
Everything was a dream.
Even if you have a path to go on and
I have a path I have to go on, I know the difference.
In a world where you and I stayed, did you
know that you were a special person?
Why do you put me through such a hard loneliness?
It was that I only looked.
A love that I can't have, is that just fate?
Don't forget me please,
since you've recieved a world much larger than my love
Are tears falling from you too?
Everything was a dream.
Even if you have a path to go on and
I have a path I have to go on, I know the difference.
In a world where you and I stayed, did you
know that you were a special person?
Even if the sky meant for you to throw me away,
I do not have any resentment.
(jungie@aheeyah)
and, can anyone tell me what this is about...