thinking positive makes your life easier
..and it helps you advance!
Yesterday was one of my worst. I failed doing hairstyle for an apprentice and I kept blaming myself. In the end of day I locked myself in the bathroom and cried.. I felt really lonely. I wanted to do well but prejudice is hard to get over. The girl didn't like anything I did to her and kept hurrying me because she had a rendez-vous after. When my instructor talked to her, she suddenly started sniffing and crying and everyone looked at me. Thing is she's just another apprentice, she should know better than anyone how I felt, but apparently no. She didn't care.
I couldn't sleep well last night and kept thinking, about everything. There're many things I'm not good at yet and have to learn a lot more. But I came to realize that the reason people seem to not have confidence in me is because I don't have it in myself. It's one of my biggest defects, I tend to always look at the negative sides. well this year my moto is to think positive! always positive
so, yea. But you know what really helped me, someone in my class later sent me a sms comforting me and telling me not to give up and that I will arrive to my goal with more experiences. I think I almost cried again reading her message.
With all that, this morning I came to my work place with a new hairstyle, perfect makeup (lol) a big smile on my face and be myself + a confidence in me
, and everything went well :)
We had a selection and I was chosen to be one of the stylists to participate to Miss Beaujolais (my region) 2010 this weekend. Miss France 2010 will be there too! and lot of personalities from fashion world etc. Though we have to stay BTS and only come out when the result is announced, but well there'll be other spectacles following and worthing to see!
There'll be surely many unpredictable incidents, pressure and all, but, well I don't want to think about it now ^^ I will try to take photos of the event, and maybe of the Miss I take care of
let's hope she's a nice person ^^,,
Btw, the theme this time is "'Peace & Love' Power Flowers" lol
Yesterday was one of my worst. I failed doing hairstyle for an apprentice and I kept blaming myself. In the end of day I locked myself in the bathroom and cried.. I felt really lonely. I wanted to do well but prejudice is hard to get over. The girl didn't like anything I did to her and kept hurrying me because she had a rendez-vous after. When my instructor talked to her, she suddenly started sniffing and crying and everyone looked at me. Thing is she's just another apprentice, she should know better than anyone how I felt, but apparently no. She didn't care.
I couldn't sleep well last night and kept thinking, about everything. There're many things I'm not good at yet and have to learn a lot more. But I came to realize that the reason people seem to not have confidence in me is because I don't have it in myself. It's one of my biggest defects, I tend to always look at the negative sides. well this year my moto is to think positive! always positive
so, yea. But you know what really helped me, someone in my class later sent me a sms comforting me and telling me not to give up and that I will arrive to my goal with more experiences. I think I almost cried again reading her message.
With all that, this morning I came to my work place with a new hairstyle, perfect makeup (lol) a big smile on my face and be myself + a confidence in me
, and everything went well :)
We had a selection and I was chosen to be one of the stylists to participate to Miss Beaujolais (my region) 2010 this weekend. Miss France 2010 will be there too! and lot of personalities from fashion world etc. Though we have to stay BTS and only come out when the result is announced, but well there'll be other spectacles following and worthing to see!
There'll be surely many unpredictable incidents, pressure and all, but, well I don't want to think about it now ^^ I will try to take photos of the event, and maybe of the Miss I take care of
let's hope she's a nice person ^^,,
Btw, the theme this time is "'Peace & Love' Power Flowers" lol