It will always keep getting worse...
Well there was this really great girl........One of the best you'll ever find, probably the best I will ever find. Anyways i met her and from then on out we were really cool w/ eachother. Her sister and my ex freind sam started hanging out and they are now a couple. They like live together now. Anyways my dumb-ass fucked things up and now i have nothing. I have this Fsu band, i guess its all i have now. I thought id have her too but i dont. Whats wrong w/ me? I have some kind of spell over me. This happenens to me everytime. I just started having serious feelings about her and now im swallowing down all of these feelings and all of my emotions. I feel like i was just stabbed in the neck. Now i wish somebody would just do it already. What is next for Michael Avina? who knows? hopefully he dies. All i wanted was her......now i have Her sis and sam laughing in my face.Just not even weeks ago she said that i was her life, man i wish that was true. Eva, i hope all goes well for you, and i hope the next who has you treats you like you should be and how i couldnt, and i wish i could have. i am such and Idiot. When will i be hit in the face w/ a meat cleaver?