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So, i dunno.
Lotsa lotsa things have happened lately. its kinda intesnde, but not really. Me and the orgasmic girl, are i guess done with. Like, i feel bad, but its mostly cause i feel like i fucked up reeeaaallly reaallly bad cause i couldnt cope, and now its kinda blown up in my face a little. In a way, i guess its the way it should be, i just wish i had been a little more active in the route to which it got to this point. *sigh* oh well. Maybe itll get better later. one can only hope.
Im going to seattle IN 26 hours exactly. im excited. I dont know whats going to happen, and thats why im excited. it very easily could be horrible and a ile in the wrong direction, but also, it could be an amazing experience ill remember for years to come. Only time will tell. Well, more specifically, the next week and a half will tell.
Because of the first thing above, i have a chance to do seomthing ive been planning for almost exactly a year now. OH MAN, if i could manage this, then, oh man, it'll be awesome. itll be tough, and certain things will have to fall into place nice-like, BUT, if they do fall into place nice like, then im awesome. And itll be awesome. and GEE. Yeah, i said it. GEE. You havent heard me say GEE in a while, now have ya? well if Works out? GEE, man....GEE.
letsee......also......hmmm.....i guess thats it. Otherwise, im still aaaallll alone, with no one here beside me. which sucks, but im dealing. it might be why i couldnt deal with the first thing. I dunno, i may never know. ill see. Later.
And im going to call the person directly involved with # 3 soon. If i can make that work, oh man. just yeah. Oh man.
Lotsa lotsa things have happened lately. its kinda intesnde, but not really. Me and the orgasmic girl, are i guess done with. Like, i feel bad, but its mostly cause i feel like i fucked up reeeaaallly reaallly bad cause i couldnt cope, and now its kinda blown up in my face a little. In a way, i guess its the way it should be, i just wish i had been a little more active in the route to which it got to this point. *sigh* oh well. Maybe itll get better later. one can only hope.
Im going to seattle IN 26 hours exactly. im excited. I dont know whats going to happen, and thats why im excited. it very easily could be horrible and a ile in the wrong direction, but also, it could be an amazing experience ill remember for years to come. Only time will tell. Well, more specifically, the next week and a half will tell.
Because of the first thing above, i have a chance to do seomthing ive been planning for almost exactly a year now. OH MAN, if i could manage this, then, oh man, it'll be awesome. itll be tough, and certain things will have to fall into place nice-like, BUT, if they do fall into place nice like, then im awesome. And itll be awesome. and GEE. Yeah, i said it. GEE. You havent heard me say GEE in a while, now have ya? well if Works out? GEE, man....GEE.
letsee......also......hmmm.....i guess thats it. Otherwise, im still aaaallll alone, with no one here beside me. which sucks, but im dealing. it might be why i couldnt deal with the first thing. I dunno, i may never know. ill see. Later.
And im going to call the person directly involved with # 3 soon. If i can make that work, oh man. just yeah. Oh man.