Fuck it I'm becoming a nun.
I just keep hitting this wall of despair; my youth is passing me by as I sit in a cube yet I have absolutely no desire to engage in any of the neatly packaged entertainments of my peers. I have no desire to go out and drink or sit home and do drugs, I have no desire to go play the actor just to pull some pussy, I have no desire to go to museums or any other open-casket tombs of history, I have no desire to watch TV shows or movies or play video games, I have no desire to beggar myself for a stamped piece of paper to work in yet another cube for more pay. The whole lot of it makes me feel empty and sick inside. I'm tempted to drown my brain in the latest psychopharmological cocktail and submit to proper robot-hood for once and for good, or maybe join a convent and deaden my braincells by dragging my forehead across the floor and letting my heavenly father hug away my identity.