drunk as all piss

[nomaddrummer]

dressed as hunter S. thompson
went to a partay
got drunk
she was there
she had a choise
i didnt stick around to hear them moan

if she made the choise then she did

it was up to her

i left because i didnt want to know because if i stayed around im sure i would have been hurt no dispite the fact that the host had spent $200 on drink

it wouldnt matter

people dont understand how much i care for them and then i fuck it up because i try to say "hey do what ever you think is right"
im so un selfish that i let people make their choises inspite of me

i dont care if she did what i can only assume because yah even if she didnt she still had a choise

i made a choise and that was to have nothing to do with it
if she wants others she can have them
but if she wants me then she should want me
yah i like her plenty, and she said that she likes me too but yah if she does then she could make a choise and shed know the effect it'd have on me

oh well

drink is good

maby a bit too much
well i made it home ok so it must not be
i didnt reach my goal
"comfortably numb"
that or dead