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So here I am.
A short history of what happened:
got the dog, had the allergy, lost the dog,met a stranger that I knew(had fallen for him) gonna spent the rest of my life with him, turned 22 somewhere inbetween and not feeling so much wiser as to that, was in Germany,England,France,The Netherlands,Belgium,Switzerland,Hungary,Austria and Turkey-currently am back in the USA, where I absolutely dont belong,bruised two ribs,got some bad cuts,will be visited by my ex shortly who still things Im in love with him but never was,took the virginity of a blackhaired Adonis for whom it is a great sin-but he couldnt resist me,rode a mule,raced a horse,moved in, moved out,thought I was pregnant,skipped my studies,got some writing published,decided on what I really wanna do,confronted my past,fell into my future,ran from decisions I still have to make,made some decisions some important ppls still need to learn,was as sad as never,was as happy as never,know the country I'll live in and never thought I would,made friends,found love,saw death, saw clear,wrote, read,flew 8 times,started learning a new language...
basically:
turned my whole life around
k
a
y
...
So here I am.
A short history of what happened:
got the dog, had the allergy, lost the dog,met a stranger that I knew(had fallen for him) gonna spent the rest of my life with him, turned 22 somewhere inbetween and not feeling so much wiser as to that, was in Germany,England,France,The Netherlands,Belgium,Switzerland,Hungary,Austria and Turkey-currently am back in the USA, where I absolutely dont belong,bruised two ribs,got some bad cuts,will be visited by my ex shortly who still things Im in love with him but never was,took the virginity of a blackhaired Adonis for whom it is a great sin-but he couldnt resist me,rode a mule,raced a horse,moved in, moved out,thought I was pregnant,skipped my studies,got some writing published,decided on what I really wanna do,confronted my past,fell into my future,ran from decisions I still have to make,made some decisions some important ppls still need to learn,was as sad as never,was as happy as never,know the country I'll live in and never thought I would,made friends,found love,saw death, saw clear,wrote, read,flew 8 times,started learning a new language...
basically:
turned my whole life around