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hmmm.
well. life is... better. i guess.
like idk. i'm still in this ridiculous state of depression buuut its not as bad anymore i guess.
i like.... fixed one of my problems i guess.
like i'm not as stressed.
buut theres still this whole big thing that happened.
and everytime i think about that night or who it involved i like get unbeleivably nauseous.
yeah.
buut i'm sorta beggining to think that maybe everything could be okay again.
not normal.
fuck no. not even close. not after what happened.
plusss i'm hanging out and having a blast with a whole different group now.
likkeee last night/this morning.
was funn.
really fun. and likeeee mmhmm. just fuck fun.
so like normalcy would imply that i'd hang out with my old group 24/7 again.
i'm not sure that could happen even if i wanted it to.
buut like i definately miss them. a lot.
well. life is... better. i guess.
like idk. i'm still in this ridiculous state of depression buuut its not as bad anymore i guess.
i like.... fixed one of my problems i guess.
like i'm not as stressed.
buut theres still this whole big thing that happened.
and everytime i think about that night or who it involved i like get unbeleivably nauseous.
yeah.
buut i'm sorta beggining to think that maybe everything could be okay again.
not normal.
fuck no. not even close. not after what happened.
plusss i'm hanging out and having a blast with a whole different group now.
likkeee last night/this morning.
was funn.
really fun. and likeeee mmhmm. just fuck fun.
so like normalcy would imply that i'd hang out with my old group 24/7 again.
i'm not sure that could happen even if i wanted it to.
buut like i definately miss them. a lot.