oh my god...
so last night,
I was upset about somethings that im not going to mention right now- but anyways i was crying, and so then my dad comes n my room and asks,
"why are you crying?"
me- "nothing"
dad- "TALK TO ME DAMNIT!! YOU NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ME"
me- "Dad I'm FINE!"
dad- "NO YOUR NOT FINE YOUR FUCKED UP! LOOK AT YOU!"
and so any ways to get him off my back i just said that i was having "boy problems"
so automatically he assumed that it was Kyle...
he grabs my cell phone- goes into his room, calls kyle, and tells him that he isnt allowed to talk, see, or even look at me ever again.
as if that wasnt bad enough- my entire family was in tears that night becuase my mom took my side and yelled at my dad. then blah blah blah- long story short- i didnt go to bed last night so- therefore my parents let me stay home today.
ANNNDDDDD----- i just looked at my phone and under recent calls there is MATT'S home AND cell phone!! WTF?!?!?!?!?!!? so yeah i guess my dad talked to him too-
just fucking great- now there BOTH gonna think im like obsessed with them and cant stop crying over them. but what really frustrates me is that ITS NOT EVEN ABOUT THEM!!!!! - god i just wish my parents would take my word for it when i say,
"i cant talk to you about it"
so i guess im getting a counseler now... bitches.
my dad keeps calling to make sure im "OK"
i think he feels bad.