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[nolongercute]

Just when I start to feel like things might be better, for no reason really, between Deshon and I, I start getting annoyed with him again.

I'm going to blame it on the new arrangement of the elimination of the NY SC and our living arrangements. I've never realized before how much it's my fault and not Deshon's sometimes.

Comments

[sexinessoflyla]

Did something bad happen?

[nolongercute]

No, nothing at all. Just my attitude.

[sexinessoflyla]

Maybe you need to move out!

[nolongercute]

I don't think that's very easy.

[sexinessoflyla]

No, it isn't - but you should do it anyway!

[nolongercute]

No. Why do you think I should do it?

[sexinessoflyla]

So you can be happy!

[nolongercute]

It's not that simple. Everyone wants to be happy. It's not at all logical to move out, Lyla. Thanks for trying to be simple, but it doesn't work.

[sexinessoflyla]

What do you think would make you happy then?

[nolongercute]

That's really just too much to think about. You can't be happy all the time.

I really will be "happy" with feeling good once and a while. And I'm sure when I readjust to the change I will.

[sexyliveamy]

Why did your attitude change?

[nolongercute]

No reason at all, really. I guess I'm just moody. The only thing it has to do with is that I got used to living by myself a lot, and I liked it. And now that's changing, and I feel a little suffocated and intruded apon.
It's not Deshon's fault at all. I just need to get used to the change, I guess.