I mean it, I'm kidding.
Deshon's on the radio.
In my little description of myself I said Jedi doesn't like me. But, she loves me. Just like her father. Except she seems to be a kind of whiney brat. So maybe she got the worst of me and the worst of Deshon, too, because I don't think she's that funny, or creative, like him. Am I a horrible for mentioning that? One thing that hasn't changed about me is the way I feel for my kids, though. No one can come after me for being a bad mother yet. Anyway, I'll say this for Jedi: she is one strong and determined girl.
I feel a little badly about some of the things I said yesterday. I was in a worse mood last night than usual. Not that any of it wasn't true, I just feel a bit lighter today.
I'm not sure what a postergirl is. Jasmira used to sing about it all the time. And to take it literally, that makes sense. But I never did take it literally, and I'm still not. Because today the thought came to me that I was a postergirl, for that girl who was good and who the mother's wanted thier sons to marry, and the men daydreamed about maybe having, but never really wanted. Like I said yesterday-it's just today that the word postergirl came to my mind for it.
In my little description of myself I said Jedi doesn't like me. But, she loves me. Just like her father. Except she seems to be a kind of whiney brat. So maybe she got the worst of me and the worst of Deshon, too, because I don't think she's that funny, or creative, like him. Am I a horrible for mentioning that? One thing that hasn't changed about me is the way I feel for my kids, though. No one can come after me for being a bad mother yet. Anyway, I'll say this for Jedi: she is one strong and determined girl.
I feel a little badly about some of the things I said yesterday. I was in a worse mood last night than usual. Not that any of it wasn't true, I just feel a bit lighter today.
I'm not sure what a postergirl is. Jasmira used to sing about it all the time. And to take it literally, that makes sense. But I never did take it literally, and I'm still not. Because today the thought came to me that I was a postergirl, for that girl who was good and who the mother's wanted thier sons to marry, and the men daydreamed about maybe having, but never really wanted. Like I said yesterday-it's just today that the word postergirl came to my mind for it.