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Just...what have I done?! How could I...kiss that arrancar! And to think that I might have felt love for him! And I even asked him for help after I was attacked. It was his name that I called when I needed help...not Kurosaki-sans, or Ishida-sans...but his.
IlForte Grantz, it's not over between us.
Then..there was Kurosaki-san...he saved my soul when I died...and then he attacked me. He..wasn't himself. I know that much. And I can't stop thinking of him as another older brother. I accept your apology, Kurosaki-nii-san.
And then there was Ishida-san. He acted...so different than he usually did. I didn't mind at the beginning...but then it went a bit too far. I liked the first kiss...it was nice. I wanted something like that to happen for a while now, ever since I realized that I...might love him... That hasn't changed. I don't like seeing him upset. I want to make his sadness go away.
What am I going to do?
(OOC: Orihime is a bit upset right now, and due to that she thinks that this entry is protected...but it's not. It's visible to everyone who wishes to see it)