[OOC] Playlist
24. jem
Is there a heaven, a hell, and will I come back? Who can tell
Now I can see what matters to me is as clear as crystal
The places I've been, the people I've seen, plans that I've made start to fade
The sun's setting gold, thought I would grow old; it wasn't to be
ACTUALLY IT'S DARKNESSS. idlewild
You thought that fire could protect you from it
But why have you been so, why have you been ill-informed?
I felt that fire could protect me from everything...
Actually it's darkness, I don't know what I'm scared of
It's darkness, I must be scared of something
AFTER THE STORM. mumford & sons
But there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears
Get over your hill and see what you find there
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair
AFTERMATH. rem
Now the universe left you for a runner's lap
It feels like home when it comes crashing back
And it makes you laugh, and it makes you cry
When London falls, and you're still alive
ALICE'S THEME. danny elfman
How can you know this way not that?
You choose the door, you choose the path
Perhas you should be coming back another day, another day
And nothing is quite what it seems
BE OK. ingrid michaelson
Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts
BIRDS OF PREY. christina aguilera
Suddenly lost inside a fantasy
Everything not quite what it seems to be
Slipping and falling through the looking glass
Catching a glimpse at all that lies behind the mask
BLINDING. florence & the machine
And I could hear the thunder and see the lightning crack
And all around the world was waking, I never could go back...
No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world
BULLETS. tunng
We're catching bullets in our backs
We sent the undertaker back into the garden
In the drought to try to work things out
We're catching bullets with the best resources that we've got
We're happy, then again we're not
We shout - through the endless doubt
CS LEWIS SONG. brooke fraser
Am I lost or just less found?
On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way?
Is this a soul that stirs in me? Is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?
'Cause my comfort would prefer for me to be numb
And avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become
DISSOLVED GIRL. massive attack
'Cause it feels like I've been, I've been here before
You're not my savior but I still don't go
Feels like something that I've done before
I could fake it but I still want more
DOG DAYS ARE OVER. florence & the machine
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that...
Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
DUSTLAND FAIRYTALE. the killers
Now Cinderella, don't you go to sleep
It's such a bitter form of refuge
Oh, don't you know the kingdom's under seige
And everybody needs you
ENTER SANDMAN. vitamin string quartet
[Instrumental]
EVERYWHERE I GO. lissie
Danger will follow me now everywhere I go
Angels will call on me and take me to my home
Well, this tired mind just wants to be lead home
And I fall on my knees - tell me how's the way to go
THE FINISH LINE. snow patrol
Cold water, cleaning my wounds
A sad parade with a single balloon
I'm done with this, I'm counting to ten...
I think the finish line's a good place we could start
GO. boys like girls
Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through 'cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight, let's go make everything alright
Go on take a shot, go give it all you got
GOODNIGHT, TRAVEL WELL. the killers
Every time you fall, and every time you try
Every foolish dream and every compromise
Every word you spoke and everything you said
Everything you left me rambles in my head
GRAZED KNEES. snow patrol
It's easier to lie and be safe
Time and time again I'm half stalled
One giant leap of faith is easy
When everyone you ask is so sure
Just give a second thought - what if we don't get caught?
THE GREAT UKNOWN. dar williams
I'm no ordinary princess, I was born in the cold war...
And I dream of the moon and building lunar clone colonies
And I build my peace with strength, that's the best weapon you've got...
I'm just trying to put the atom back together; it's the Great Unknown
HEAVY IN YOUR ARMS. florence & the machine
This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
Whispering like it's a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it with a heavy heart
HELP I'M ALIVE. metric
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft, tough to be tender...
If we're still alive, my regrets are few
If my life is mine, what shouldn't I do?
HERE. vast
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid to love at all...
I looked up and saw my place; I looked in and I felt no hate
Where do I put the love?
I'M IN HERE. sia
I'm in here, a prisoner of history - can anybody help?
Can you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness I can not live with inside of me
IT'S NOT. aimee mann
People are tricky, you can't afford to show
Anything risky, anything they don't know
The moment you try - well kiss it goodbye
So baby kiss me like a drug, like a respirator
And let me fall into the dream of the astronaut
Where I get lost in space that goes on forever
KARMA POLICE. radiohead
Karma police, I've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all I can, but we're still on the payroll...
And for a minute there, I lost myself
THE LAST MAN. clint mansell
[Instrumental]
LE'ORECH HAJAM. ofra haza
Tell me where there's another world to live in
When people run into an inferno as if into the sea
I would run into the fire if only they would return from there...
And the one who disappeared, will he return, or is he already dead?
LEVITIBUS. ofra haza
'You want power, but you're not big enough
So you steal it, piece by piece...'
I was created by intelligent design
You are merely a descendent of the umodified...
I'm ahead of my time, or so they say
I guess that's why I already feel old and gray
LOST CAUSE. beck
There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
No one left to watch your back now
No one standing at your door
That's what you thought love was for
MAP OF THE PROBLEMATIQUE. muse
Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost, I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see when we bleed we bleed the same
MASSIVE DOSE. sonic librarian
If you could take a dream and make it real, would you?
I'm floating free now, falling slowly
I see you from up here
Share what you imagine
MY BODY IS A CAGE. arcade fire
I'm living in an age whose name I don't know
Though the fear keeps me moving, still my heart beats so slow
My body is a cage that keeps me from dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
ON YOUR SIDE. luna halo
So give me a reason for me to surrender
I've dropped my defenses, now I'm on your side
And tell me your secrets, 'cause I will believe them
For you I will lay down my will to fight, 'cause I'm on your side
ONE FOOT WRONG. pink
Does anyone see this? Lucky me, I guess I'm the chosen one
Color and madness, first in line, I put my money down
Some freedom is the tiniest cell in town
But one foot wrong and I'm gonna fall...
One foot wrong, you'll have to love me when I'm gone
ONE MORE TIME WITH FEELING. regina spektor
You thought by now you'd be so much better than you are
You thought by now they'd see that you have come so far
And the ride inside their eyes is syncronised to a love you'll never know
So much more than you can show...
Say it in your mind until you know that the words are right
This is why we fight
THE OTHER SIDE. david gray
The ghosts are crawling on our skin
We may race and we may run, we'll not undo what has been done
Or change the moment when it's gone
Meet me on the other side...
PAPILLON. editors
Darling, just don't put down your guns yet
If there really was a god here, he'd have raised a hand by now
Darling, you're born, get old and die here
Well, that's quite enough for me, dear
We'll find our own way home somehow
RABBIT HEART (RAISE IT UP). florence & the machine
The looking glass, so shiny and new; how quickly the glamour fades
I start spinning, slipping out of time - was that the wrong pill to take?
...I must become a lion-hearted girl, ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice
RANGERS. a fine frenzy
Further in the hole we go
Saddest creatures tugging at our clothes
Cutting through the twilight, sword in hand
Strangers once united against the land
REMAINS. maurissa tancharoen and jed whedon
Burn down my home, my memories hardened, and they're bright as chrome
Good times escape, while every mistake seems to be caught on tape...
Love ties you down to the pain
A billion eyes are watching, fossilized
They see what remains, remains
SAVE ME. the pierces
There's a lot you don't know, and there's a lot I can't tell
Would you think I'm crazy if you knew me that well?
Cause there's a lot you don't know
But you say you won't go and I'd like to believe you
But I know there's no one left to save me (I am the only one)
THE SCIENTIST. coldplay
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
SEVEN. chew lips
You'll be the only one, leading a mile in front
You'll be the guardian, you'll give them what they want...
We can't be saved from what we love, from rabbit holes to kid gloves
Palest earth to darkest thought, we choose the either or
SHATTERED. trading yesterday
And I've lost who I am and I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on
But I know, all I know is that the end's beginning
SMALL BLUE THING. suzanne vega
Today I am a small blue thing, made of china, made of glass
I am cool and smooth and curious, I never blink
I am turning in your hand, turning in your hand...
I am cold against your skin, you are perfectly reflected
I am lost inside your pocket, I am lost against your fingers
SPARK. amy macdonald
After the sun always comes the rain, followed by hurt and pain
After light comes the dark, after the love comes the breaking of my heart...
Just dry your eyes and I'll be there, don't live for anger or despair
Don't worry, I'm okay now
THISTLE & WEEDS. mumford & sons
Spare me your judgments and spare me your dreams
'Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams
I sit in this winter clarity which clouds my mind
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me
It's getting dark, darling, too dark to see
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems
WAKE UP. arcade fire
Children don't grow up
Our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up
We're just a million little gods causing rainstorms
Turning every good thing to rust
I guess we'll just have to adjust
WALL OF SOUND. the hours
And you're tearing down the wall of sound
Your shining star has faded, there's just debris all around
It's all come crashing down to the ground
Once epic symphonies rang out and now there's not a sound
WISH YOU WERE HERE. pink floyd
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain?
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rain? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell...?
And did you exchange a walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here
WISHING WELL. the airborne toxic event
So you stand on the corner where the angels sit
And you think to yourself, 'This is it, this is it
This is all that I have, all I can stand
Is this air in my lungs and this coin in my hand...'
Is there a heaven, a hell, and will I come back? Who can tell
Now I can see what matters to me is as clear as crystal
The places I've been, the people I've seen, plans that I've made start to fade
The sun's setting gold, thought I would grow old; it wasn't to be
ACTUALLY IT'S DARKNESSS. idlewild
You thought that fire could protect you from it
But why have you been so, why have you been ill-informed?
I felt that fire could protect me from everything...
Actually it's darkness, I don't know what I'm scared of
It's darkness, I must be scared of something
AFTER THE STORM. mumford & sons
But there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears
Get over your hill and see what you find there
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair
AFTERMATH. rem
Now the universe left you for a runner's lap
It feels like home when it comes crashing back
And it makes you laugh, and it makes you cry
When London falls, and you're still alive
ALICE'S THEME. danny elfman
How can you know this way not that?
You choose the door, you choose the path
Perhas you should be coming back another day, another day
And nothing is quite what it seems
BE OK. ingrid michaelson
Open me up and you will see
I'm a gallery of broken hearts
I'm beyond repair, let me be
And give me back my broken parts
BIRDS OF PREY. christina aguilera
Suddenly lost inside a fantasy
Everything not quite what it seems to be
Slipping and falling through the looking glass
Catching a glimpse at all that lies behind the mask
BLINDING. florence & the machine
And I could hear the thunder and see the lightning crack
And all around the world was waking, I never could go back...
No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone
No more calling like a crow for a boy, for a body in the garden
No more dreaming like a girl so in love with the wrong world
BULLETS. tunng
We're catching bullets in our backs
We sent the undertaker back into the garden
In the drought to try to work things out
We're catching bullets with the best resources that we've got
We're happy, then again we're not
We shout - through the endless doubt
CS LEWIS SONG. brooke fraser
Am I lost or just less found?
On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way?
Is this a soul that stirs in me? Is it breaking free, wanting to come alive?
'Cause my comfort would prefer for me to be numb
And avoid the impending birth of who I was born to become
DISSOLVED GIRL. massive attack
'Cause it feels like I've been, I've been here before
You're not my savior but I still don't go
Feels like something that I've done before
I could fake it but I still want more
DOG DAYS ARE OVER. florence & the machine
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that...
Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your love and your longing behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
DUSTLAND FAIRYTALE. the killers
Now Cinderella, don't you go to sleep
It's such a bitter form of refuge
Oh, don't you know the kingdom's under seige
And everybody needs you
ENTER SANDMAN. vitamin string quartet
[Instrumental]
EVERYWHERE I GO. lissie
Danger will follow me now everywhere I go
Angels will call on me and take me to my home
Well, this tired mind just wants to be lead home
And I fall on my knees - tell me how's the way to go
THE FINISH LINE. snow patrol
Cold water, cleaning my wounds
A sad parade with a single balloon
I'm done with this, I'm counting to ten...
I think the finish line's a good place we could start
GO. boys like girls
Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through 'cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight, let's go make everything alright
Go on take a shot, go give it all you got
GOODNIGHT, TRAVEL WELL. the killers
Every time you fall, and every time you try
Every foolish dream and every compromise
Every word you spoke and everything you said
Everything you left me rambles in my head
GRAZED KNEES. snow patrol
It's easier to lie and be safe
Time and time again I'm half stalled
One giant leap of faith is easy
When everyone you ask is so sure
Just give a second thought - what if we don't get caught?
THE GREAT UKNOWN. dar williams
I'm no ordinary princess, I was born in the cold war...
And I dream of the moon and building lunar clone colonies
And I build my peace with strength, that's the best weapon you've got...
I'm just trying to put the atom back together; it's the Great Unknown
HEAVY IN YOUR ARMS. florence & the machine
This will be my last confession
I love you never felt like any blessing
Whispering like it's a secret
Only to condemn the one who hears it with a heavy heart
HELP I'M ALIVE. metric
My heart keeps beating like a hammer
Hard to be soft, tough to be tender...
If we're still alive, my regrets are few
If my life is mine, what shouldn't I do?
HERE. vast
Have I been telling lies to myself?
Hold me now, you know I am so afraid to love at all...
I looked up and saw my place; I looked in and I felt no hate
Where do I put the love?
I'M IN HERE. sia
I'm in here, a prisoner of history - can anybody help?
Can you hear my call? Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for you to come rescue me
I need you to hold all of the sadness I can not live with inside of me
IT'S NOT. aimee mann
People are tricky, you can't afford to show
Anything risky, anything they don't know
The moment you try - well kiss it goodbye
So baby kiss me like a drug, like a respirator
And let me fall into the dream of the astronaut
Where I get lost in space that goes on forever
KARMA POLICE. radiohead
Karma police, I've given all I can
It's not enough
I've given all I can, but we're still on the payroll...
And for a minute there, I lost myself
THE LAST MAN. clint mansell
[Instrumental]
LE'ORECH HAJAM. ofra haza
Tell me where there's another world to live in
When people run into an inferno as if into the sea
I would run into the fire if only they would return from there...
And the one who disappeared, will he return, or is he already dead?
LEVITIBUS. ofra haza
'You want power, but you're not big enough
So you steal it, piece by piece...'
I was created by intelligent design
You are merely a descendent of the umodified...
I'm ahead of my time, or so they say
I guess that's why I already feel old and gray
LOST CAUSE. beck
There's a place where you are going
You ain't never been before
No one left to watch your back now
No one standing at your door
That's what you thought love was for
MAP OF THE PROBLEMATIQUE. muse
Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost, I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see when we bleed we bleed the same
MASSIVE DOSE. sonic librarian
If you could take a dream and make it real, would you?
I'm floating free now, falling slowly
I see you from up here
Share what you imagine
MY BODY IS A CAGE. arcade fire
I'm living in an age whose name I don't know
Though the fear keeps me moving, still my heart beats so slow
My body is a cage that keeps me from dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
ON YOUR SIDE. luna halo
So give me a reason for me to surrender
I've dropped my defenses, now I'm on your side
And tell me your secrets, 'cause I will believe them
For you I will lay down my will to fight, 'cause I'm on your side
ONE FOOT WRONG. pink
Does anyone see this? Lucky me, I guess I'm the chosen one
Color and madness, first in line, I put my money down
Some freedom is the tiniest cell in town
But one foot wrong and I'm gonna fall...
One foot wrong, you'll have to love me when I'm gone
ONE MORE TIME WITH FEELING. regina spektor
You thought by now you'd be so much better than you are
You thought by now they'd see that you have come so far
And the ride inside their eyes is syncronised to a love you'll never know
So much more than you can show...
Say it in your mind until you know that the words are right
This is why we fight
THE OTHER SIDE. david gray
The ghosts are crawling on our skin
We may race and we may run, we'll not undo what has been done
Or change the moment when it's gone
Meet me on the other side...
PAPILLON. editors
Darling, just don't put down your guns yet
If there really was a god here, he'd have raised a hand by now
Darling, you're born, get old and die here
Well, that's quite enough for me, dear
We'll find our own way home somehow
RABBIT HEART (RAISE IT UP). florence & the machine
The looking glass, so shiny and new; how quickly the glamour fades
I start spinning, slipping out of time - was that the wrong pill to take?
...I must become a lion-hearted girl, ready for a fight
Before I make the final sacrifice
RANGERS. a fine frenzy
Further in the hole we go
Saddest creatures tugging at our clothes
Cutting through the twilight, sword in hand
Strangers once united against the land
REMAINS. maurissa tancharoen and jed whedon
Burn down my home, my memories hardened, and they're bright as chrome
Good times escape, while every mistake seems to be caught on tape...
Love ties you down to the pain
A billion eyes are watching, fossilized
They see what remains, remains
SAVE ME. the pierces
There's a lot you don't know, and there's a lot I can't tell
Would you think I'm crazy if you knew me that well?
Cause there's a lot you don't know
But you say you won't go and I'd like to believe you
But I know there's no one left to save me (I am the only one)
THE SCIENTIST. coldplay
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
SEVEN. chew lips
You'll be the only one, leading a mile in front
You'll be the guardian, you'll give them what they want...
We can't be saved from what we love, from rabbit holes to kid gloves
Palest earth to darkest thought, we choose the either or
SHATTERED. trading yesterday
And I've lost who I am and I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken, rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong, lifeless words carry on
But I know, all I know is that the end's beginning
SMALL BLUE THING. suzanne vega
Today I am a small blue thing, made of china, made of glass
I am cool and smooth and curious, I never blink
I am turning in your hand, turning in your hand...
I am cold against your skin, you are perfectly reflected
I am lost inside your pocket, I am lost against your fingers
SPARK. amy macdonald
After the sun always comes the rain, followed by hurt and pain
After light comes the dark, after the love comes the breaking of my heart...
Just dry your eyes and I'll be there, don't live for anger or despair
Don't worry, I'm okay now
THISTLE & WEEDS. mumford & sons
Spare me your judgments and spare me your dreams
'Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams
I sit in this winter clarity which clouds my mind
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me
It's getting dark, darling, too dark to see
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems
WAKE UP. arcade fire
Children don't grow up
Our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up
We're just a million little gods causing rainstorms
Turning every good thing to rust
I guess we'll just have to adjust
WALL OF SOUND. the hours
And you're tearing down the wall of sound
Your shining star has faded, there's just debris all around
It's all come crashing down to the ground
Once epic symphonies rang out and now there's not a sound
WISH YOU WERE HERE. pink floyd
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell, blue skies from pain?
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rain? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell...?
And did you exchange a walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here
WISHING WELL. the airborne toxic event
So you stand on the corner where the angels sit
And you think to yourself, 'This is it, this is it
This is all that I have, all I can stand
Is this air in my lungs and this coin in my hand...'