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Oct 16, 2007 22:07

K. Has anyone heard of the Hollywood 48-hr miracle diet? 'Lose up to 10-lbs in 48 hours'. well, I'm going to try it. Does anyone know if it is a fast, or if you eat food with it? I couldn't see anything on the label, but maybe it's under. It would make sense though. It is a detox, so it won't shed fat, just the crap in your body, I just hope I have 10lbs worth of crap to shed, then I can work on the fat. Anybody heard of Aktiva? I'm going to try that after. That's the pill that says you can eat as much as you want and still lose weight. I am so desperate for it to work. I need all the help I can get!

We went out to eat again, and I ate more than my 260lb husband! I was such a pig! Of course I did it knowing that I was going to do this cleanse tomorrow, but then we went to my sons Pack meeting for cubs, and had a snack. I was so horribly full that it was so uncomfortable! So I came home and purged as much as I could. I don't feel better though, which is weird, I usually feel lighter, but maybe I didn't get enough. Or maybe I just have too much 'crap' in me. LOL
I hope I can do it, I should be able to, knowing it's only two days.
Oh hey, it says right there, 'for best results, do not consume food, alcohol, caffeine or tobacco while on the Hollywood miracle diet' and use once a week.
Hmmmm, going without food two days a week, every week, and eating sensibly and exercising after.... what do we need this ridiculously priced juice for? I had better lose 10lbs, or something close to it. Anyway, I need to do something and I'm hoping that pills and miracle drinks and stuff work. Lord knows I have not an ounce of willpower anymore. No desire to feel hunger or the headaches, or the stomach cramps, or the grumpiness (which I already have a major problem with) etc.... I'm just weak. Oh, and weak.
I just hope something will kick-start me and get me going on this. What will I do with my time though? And what will fill that empty hole that food fills? that is the biggest thing, being an emotional eater.
K, so I'm gonna finish in my own journal.
I suppose I ought to work. Do the things I am suppose to do. Finish my course. I really need to get on that. Wow, I'm so sick of all my crap. How does anyone else put up with me? Quit whining already! I'm so sick of myself!!! I'm 32 and haven't accomplished a damn thing in my life because I put everything off all the time. 'Don't feel like it, I'll do it later.' Whatever, it never gets done. So I'm here at 32 with nothing to show for my life. Except of course my kids and a 12yr marriage. I have to get off my ass and DO IT! Force myself instead of waiting for inspiration or motivation to come and knock me upside the head. Just do the damn thing already. Quit pining about what I WANT to do and JUST DO IT!!
There, did that sound like hype enough? I hope it worked. Now I had better get down to business.
Later Gater
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