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first entries always suck. ohh well, i shouldn't expect anything diffrent now, should i? after all, why should anything be diffrent for me? i mean, don't get me wrong, i'm not all depressed-im-on-50-diffrent-medicines-and-still-gonna--kill-myself, but life isn't all butterflies and daisys and fairies. i'm not here to complain about how much life sucks, but i'm not going to talk about the hot boy that sits three seats behind me in english class either. what is left to talk about then? well, i don't know. i mean, i could talk about the ex that i'm still in love with, or the girl that used to be my bestfriend but betrayed me, or how stupid my parents are or how broke i am and need a job. but is that what i really want to talk about? is that what you want to hear about? i hate reading other peoples journals when they are all like, "i-hate-my-life-i'm-gonna-kill-my-bestfriend-and-her-monkeys-uncle" and who really cares about that day-to-day activities. i guess we get to a point where we've been hurt so many times that we just DON'T CARE! well, i guess that's the bottom line....i don't care.