its calm under the waves
hey guysss. im in a great mood, still from the weekend. plus i saw this old lady working at taco bell whose viser said 'customer machine' and that made me happy, too lol.
i had to skip 1st period today cus mrs martin is back and i couldnt find my book. i didnt want a beating. heh. goddd it feels like my insides are jumping around right now. so happy. :D
im really happy that me and nicole are hanging out now, im making friends with her friends and she mine. or the ones that i havent vetoed lol. we're hanging out this weekend and scott wants to get something going on and i told steve he could come. scott adores him its soo funny.
but yeah yesterday me and my sister went to ruby's and we were talking about me and brina's fight. shes alway good for advice. she doesnt think brina is emotionally stable enough to have a best friend, let alone a boyfriend. and i agree with her for the most part. since shes been going out with dan shes linked onto him and totally just threw herself out there. she doesnt even think about whats gonna happen if they get in a fight or break up. shes gonna get her heart broken cus she leads herself to believe shes in love. you don't just fall in love, it takes time. how do you know if your in love if you haven't even have one troublesome time with your boyfriend yet? the two of them might fall apart under pressure. who knows. but, its too early to claim to be in love. katie also said brina will be one of those girls to have sex with a lottt of people now, which is pretty obvious. but yeah back to the emotionally stable bit. i do wanna be her friend and try and help her, but she sees my helping her as me trying to make her upset. and its just pointless for me to try now, i gave it my best shot. i can be friends with her but not best friends. sucks though, we were a cute pair, and we had a lot in common. its gotta be this way though, i cant just forgive her after she told me i make her depressed. and i dont wanna be best friends with a girl who picks her boyfriend over me. hes just a guy, guys come and go. but whatever. fiona apple is calling my name.
i had to skip 1st period today cus mrs martin is back and i couldnt find my book. i didnt want a beating. heh. goddd it feels like my insides are jumping around right now. so happy. :D
im really happy that me and nicole are hanging out now, im making friends with her friends and she mine. or the ones that i havent vetoed lol. we're hanging out this weekend and scott wants to get something going on and i told steve he could come. scott adores him its soo funny.
but yeah yesterday me and my sister went to ruby's and we were talking about me and brina's fight. shes alway good for advice. she doesnt think brina is emotionally stable enough to have a best friend, let alone a boyfriend. and i agree with her for the most part. since shes been going out with dan shes linked onto him and totally just threw herself out there. she doesnt even think about whats gonna happen if they get in a fight or break up. shes gonna get her heart broken cus she leads herself to believe shes in love. you don't just fall in love, it takes time. how do you know if your in love if you haven't even have one troublesome time with your boyfriend yet? the two of them might fall apart under pressure. who knows. but, its too early to claim to be in love. katie also said brina will be one of those girls to have sex with a lottt of people now, which is pretty obvious. but yeah back to the emotionally stable bit. i do wanna be her friend and try and help her, but she sees my helping her as me trying to make her upset. and its just pointless for me to try now, i gave it my best shot. i can be friends with her but not best friends. sucks though, we were a cute pair, and we had a lot in common. its gotta be this way though, i cant just forgive her after she told me i make her depressed. and i dont wanna be best friends with a girl who picks her boyfriend over me. hes just a guy, guys come and go. but whatever. fiona apple is calling my name.