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not the best new years....but i have had worse.
started off at about 1 when justin/tony game over. we just sat around and what not. played some worms. justin likes that game. trying to figure out what to do tonight. well, about 7-ish i get ready and take off w/ them. i guess spence wanted us to join him at ryan's. i was iffy....but went w/ it cause justin was going to. when we pull into justin's(so he can get ready) spence calls back telling us ryan dont want us there. a move i didnt see coming...but it is justified. no big loss cause like i said....none of us really wanted to go there. end up going out to one of justin's ex-coworkers place. before we live, mel/tony have like 5 beers a piece at justins. tony is...well....a big guy. so he was fine as hell. we get to the place and mel already starts to lose it. 2 more later...and out. i was really uncomfy there though. i dont like trying to meet new people cause i am so damn shy! and it doesnt help that they are all shit faced. like the owner of the house was already stumbing when we walked in. like 15 mins before the drop of the ball...we got to leave. put it that way. so, when people ask where were u when it was '05....outside, alone, staring at the sky. but u know what? i dont care. it was to help someone out. that is the most important thing. justin was FLIPPING out. i thought i had to drive home too cause he had some everclear....but he was fine. the scare kicked him back. so, here i am.
do i regret going? no. i would of been here if not for that. sure, i would of done more things and enjoyed myself...but still was an eventful night. i did see a shooting star when i was outside(when i am out at night, i like to look at the constellations). i made a wish. not going to say what...but it wasnt selfish at all. it was for someone else.
i dont want to make resolutions cause i most likly wont stick to them. i just want to be a better person. i will leave it at that.
i need to get a card or find a card SOON! if i dont get one by the end of jan, i lose 11 forever! FUCK THAT! so, wish me luck.
anyways, i hope everyone had a fun and SAFE new years. i dont want to hear of people in the hospital. see u all around
started off at about 1 when justin/tony game over. we just sat around and what not. played some worms. justin likes that game. trying to figure out what to do tonight. well, about 7-ish i get ready and take off w/ them. i guess spence wanted us to join him at ryan's. i was iffy....but went w/ it cause justin was going to. when we pull into justin's(so he can get ready) spence calls back telling us ryan dont want us there. a move i didnt see coming...but it is justified. no big loss cause like i said....none of us really wanted to go there. end up going out to one of justin's ex-coworkers place. before we live, mel/tony have like 5 beers a piece at justins. tony is...well....a big guy. so he was fine as hell. we get to the place and mel already starts to lose it. 2 more later...and out. i was really uncomfy there though. i dont like trying to meet new people cause i am so damn shy! and it doesnt help that they are all shit faced. like the owner of the house was already stumbing when we walked in. like 15 mins before the drop of the ball...we got to leave. put it that way. so, when people ask where were u when it was '05....outside, alone, staring at the sky. but u know what? i dont care. it was to help someone out. that is the most important thing. justin was FLIPPING out. i thought i had to drive home too cause he had some everclear....but he was fine. the scare kicked him back. so, here i am.
do i regret going? no. i would of been here if not for that. sure, i would of done more things and enjoyed myself...but still was an eventful night. i did see a shooting star when i was outside(when i am out at night, i like to look at the constellations). i made a wish. not going to say what...but it wasnt selfish at all. it was for someone else.
i dont want to make resolutions cause i most likly wont stick to them. i just want to be a better person. i will leave it at that.
i need to get a card or find a card SOON! if i dont get one by the end of jan, i lose 11 forever! FUCK THAT! so, wish me luck.
anyways, i hope everyone had a fun and SAFE new years. i dont want to hear of people in the hospital. see u all around