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things are all over...
work is ok i guess. still upsets me that i got called a slacker there and they were talking about my personal life. so...i am not nearly as friendly anymore and wont be for a long time. other then that...getting good hours and what not.
home life is still really rough. and it wont be any better for quite a while. which really sucks. i dont know how to handle this at all. i miss him a lot...and hate her a lot. it just all hurts a lot. i hope things get better...
me and jamie...that is back and forth too. a lot of the times it is so great! the best times of my life. i have been doing a lot of driving for her too. but it is fine. i get kisses and stuff. as long as they dont cut into my time for stuff too. been trying to deal w/ her anger problem too. but...it is fine. i will work out any probs w/ her cause i love her so much! the ONLY major problem that i have is jess. she wants to be friends w/ her...and i dont like that. cause jess is problems. i had problems w/ her...jamie did to. i just want her to move away. i dont know. i will stick it out. but if they get to close, i am going to have to leave cause i wont be able to take it. i will have to be kept up to date on it on guess...but it is fine. other then that, we have an anniversary coming up thursday. but we are going to go out friday for it. it will be great. and so cute.
other then that...my bro MIGHT be getting out monday. a bit of takling to do w/ him too. he needs to straighten up his act or his life will be fucked and everyone elses around him. he is bringing people down w/ him. he WILL change how he is.
ok, i should get going. i have work in 30. bye all...
work is ok i guess. still upsets me that i got called a slacker there and they were talking about my personal life. so...i am not nearly as friendly anymore and wont be for a long time. other then that...getting good hours and what not.
home life is still really rough. and it wont be any better for quite a while. which really sucks. i dont know how to handle this at all. i miss him a lot...and hate her a lot. it just all hurts a lot. i hope things get better...
me and jamie...that is back and forth too. a lot of the times it is so great! the best times of my life. i have been doing a lot of driving for her too. but it is fine. i get kisses and stuff. as long as they dont cut into my time for stuff too. been trying to deal w/ her anger problem too. but...it is fine. i will work out any probs w/ her cause i love her so much! the ONLY major problem that i have is jess. she wants to be friends w/ her...and i dont like that. cause jess is problems. i had problems w/ her...jamie did to. i just want her to move away. i dont know. i will stick it out. but if they get to close, i am going to have to leave cause i wont be able to take it. i will have to be kept up to date on it on guess...but it is fine. other then that, we have an anniversary coming up thursday. but we are going to go out friday for it. it will be great. and so cute.
other then that...my bro MIGHT be getting out monday. a bit of takling to do w/ him too. he needs to straighten up his act or his life will be fucked and everyone elses around him. he is bringing people down w/ him. he WILL change how he is.
ok, i should get going. i have work in 30. bye all...