when it doesn't get any better

Nov 29, 2005 01:03

when the tears come streaming down your face.........i need someone to fix me.
i have tried so hard. i can't do it. i have cried almost every night since i have been here. i don't know what is wrong with me to where i can't find any friends. i don't know what i did wrong. why i am so horrible. i don't know. all i know is i want to be somewhere else. the last time i felt this emptiness was when i moved to destin from new orleans. i don't know that i can pull myself out of this, or if i want to. i just want to be happy again. but i don't know if that is how things are supposed to be. or are things supposed to be this way? was it a fluke that at one time i couldn't be happier? more than likely, yes. i feel like such an outsider.

there is not a star to wish on
i only with there was
though i'm not sure what i'd wish for
i've no money happiness or love
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