Wow, Long time no Livejournal
this is extremely weird because i am reading everyone's "new life" and how so much has changed,
and things really havent changed that much.
I mean yeah sure, new friends and new lovers,
but we all still live the same and feel the same, so i just think its funny.
And the only thing people say about me is that i am engaged, and how that is so weird, even though i am turning twenty this year and were not getting married until 2010,
but no one notices that maybe i have changed because my dad died and i am trying to cope with that as best as i can, now more than ever because my mom is now dating his best friend,
or the fact that friends who i thought were real hate me now because of my choices, and as of right now, i have like 8 friends (aka. my top eight on myspace) that know me a little and still talk to me, without judging how i am trying to live my life.
so here is what is new with NOLA:
*i am in love with grant and yes, we are going to get married.
*faith is still my best friend and even though grant is always there, my first intention is to make her happy.
*my mom doesnt pay attention to me at all and doest give a fuck what i do.
*i have the sickest car ever and i could probably kick any of your cars asses in a race.
*i have the coolest cat ever, and shes the cutest.
*i am going to school for medical assiting, and i graduate this summer.
*i love to paint and draw, even though it might not be that good.
*i miss all of my friends, and even though im not part of the group officially, i miss it because everyone was happy and didnt give a fuck about such serious matters, like we do now.
*oh, and the girl who loved life now hates it beacuse each day i wake up, is another day i know i am going to feel like shit about something i say or do, without knowing that i am doing something wrong.
and things really havent changed that much.
I mean yeah sure, new friends and new lovers,
but we all still live the same and feel the same, so i just think its funny.
And the only thing people say about me is that i am engaged, and how that is so weird, even though i am turning twenty this year and were not getting married until 2010,
but no one notices that maybe i have changed because my dad died and i am trying to cope with that as best as i can, now more than ever because my mom is now dating his best friend,
or the fact that friends who i thought were real hate me now because of my choices, and as of right now, i have like 8 friends (aka. my top eight on myspace) that know me a little and still talk to me, without judging how i am trying to live my life.
so here is what is new with NOLA:
*i am in love with grant and yes, we are going to get married.
*faith is still my best friend and even though grant is always there, my first intention is to make her happy.
*my mom doesnt pay attention to me at all and doest give a fuck what i do.
*i have the sickest car ever and i could probably kick any of your cars asses in a race.
*i have the coolest cat ever, and shes the cutest.
*i am going to school for medical assiting, and i graduate this summer.
*i love to paint and draw, even though it might not be that good.
*i miss all of my friends, and even though im not part of the group officially, i miss it because everyone was happy and didnt give a fuck about such serious matters, like we do now.
*oh, and the girl who loved life now hates it beacuse each day i wake up, is another day i know i am going to feel like shit about something i say or do, without knowing that i am doing something wrong.