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Taking a break from packing. Have to go to work today too at ten am. Yall, i am sorry i haven't been in touch but I am really trying to get all this out of here by tomorrow. That is my cutoff date, so heather, sorry i may not be able to call you right this week cause first off, you already got enough going on right now, second off, i am on a REAL time crunch to get all this stuff out of here and get everything cut off so i can move.
It's no big emergency. Robert and i will work things out one way or another. We are having a rough time right now but are starting marriage counceling this week all while i am moving and have two interviews and tests with employment agencies and working. So sorry i am not as availible to yall right now.
I didn't make my wedding vows to turn around and walk away from them when things get hard. No one ever said marriage was easy, and we just have a rough time communicating to each other right now. We have both been so stressed with finances and working our asses off that we never have time to talk about anything, and when we do we are both so fucking cranky because we are exhausted that we can't get our feelings across or come to a resolve without a mediator right now. We are struggling with everything right now and our health is both bad, mine and his. He can't eat anything without throwing up and i am in constant pain, so that mixed with stress makes for alot of misunderstandings and stress on us and our marriage. It is still extremely evident to both of us though, that our love is still very much there and we don't want to split up. Shit just hit the fan and when my kitty cat died i just flipped out cause the stress became a little much to bear since i just found out i cannot have children. With him working so much, it is hard for me to learn to be a mother to a child who is already unstable and seven years old. There are alot of factors at play here, many of which i cannot even name online or to anyone else out of my respect for his privacy.
I appreciate all the concern, good wishes and support you guys have shown me through this though. I hope all of you are doing well and taking good care of yourselves. I love you guys.
It's no big emergency. Robert and i will work things out one way or another. We are having a rough time right now but are starting marriage counceling this week all while i am moving and have two interviews and tests with employment agencies and working. So sorry i am not as availible to yall right now.
I didn't make my wedding vows to turn around and walk away from them when things get hard. No one ever said marriage was easy, and we just have a rough time communicating to each other right now. We have both been so stressed with finances and working our asses off that we never have time to talk about anything, and when we do we are both so fucking cranky because we are exhausted that we can't get our feelings across or come to a resolve without a mediator right now. We are struggling with everything right now and our health is both bad, mine and his. He can't eat anything without throwing up and i am in constant pain, so that mixed with stress makes for alot of misunderstandings and stress on us and our marriage. It is still extremely evident to both of us though, that our love is still very much there and we don't want to split up. Shit just hit the fan and when my kitty cat died i just flipped out cause the stress became a little much to bear since i just found out i cannot have children. With him working so much, it is hard for me to learn to be a mother to a child who is already unstable and seven years old. There are alot of factors at play here, many of which i cannot even name online or to anyone else out of my respect for his privacy.
I appreciate all the concern, good wishes and support you guys have shown me through this though. I hope all of you are doing well and taking good care of yourselves. I love you guys.