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[nokturnal]

i got a job...you proud of me? haha...it's in the mall...ooo yaaaay...haha..whatever tho, money = good...i get to work in the mornings too...i like that alot...well now i get to work in the mornings...i hope he keeps putting me on for that...weeeeee...i mostly just wonder around lookin at the clothes cause no one really comes in..they're so expensive..it's all the rocawear and enyce and that type of stuff...the girls jeans look so tiny..i dunno if my fat ass would be able to fit in them...ooo and yesterday this kid comes in for an interview and after his interview he's standin around in there talkin to me pickin up those jersey dresses and sayin "here you can put this in and i can take you to the movies"...haha..he was cute...but not as cute as D.... *wipes away a tear* i miss him..i was talkin to him last nite and all of a sudden just got real upset cause i realized i really really missed him and prolly won't get to see him again for months...i don't think i can handle that...he ain't even workin for his cousin right now..the other day he told me he just got back from puttin in applications at a mall..i was like "uhm, you moved to FL to work at a mall?" and he's all "no, my cousin just doesn't have any houses to work on right now"...i don't get it tho, if his cousin didn't have any work right now why'd he tell them to move down there now...whatever tho...i just have to be upset till i'm ready to realize this ain't gonna work and i gotta move on... grrr
so kasey's sick..last nite i drove over to her hood at like 10 just to get her a slurpee...yea, i'm nice sometimes...D.W. wouldn't go get her one, how feeble of him...i wonder if yer brother would have? hmm...weeeeeeeeee
tomorrow's my brother chris's b-day...i'll leave him a card on sunday when i'm at his house...even tho he's commin here right now and i coulda ran out and got him one...no, no i don't want to...i'll get it tomorrow after work...lalalala
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