Feb 11, 2005 14:26
Valentines day...
Hmm...
No thanks.
I will say that in this weird, non-holiday/holiday, that it does evoke a feeling of sentimental emotion. We as human beings have been created to love in so many different fashions; but the most enigmatic is the love of the eros, or romantic love. On this earth, I don't think anyone has figured the mechanics of this thing we called love. I will say love is very clear cut for girls. A girl needs to feel that there is love for her, and not necessarily to her. Things like flowers, chocolate, letters of affection, and little things letting her know that you care, are always wanted by her. If you can't remember all of that, why not designate a special day for all of that. It works out as a great financial exploit, but also as a national "love" day. A day to take out time and tell someone you think is special is not a bad idea. It also helps however to take out any other day besides valentine's day, birthdays and christmas.
My life has been pretty funny. I have had an ill turnout with Samantha. Little does she know that I think about her so much. I did enjoy our time together, but it wasn't how I imagined it. I didn't want to be serious with her in the fashion she wanted, and maybe i was severely wrong for it. But I didn't mean it to be that we got so distant from each other. It is however for the best. I just hope that this period of awkwardness passes, and we can be at least friendly with each other. It sucks to have someone who has been soo closely attached to your life suddenly detach themselves (and not by their own will).
Anyways its 7:44 AM, and Kirk is snoring. I hate snoring. It scares me. Thus, I am up and writing in the LJ, catch you later