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I feel like for the first time in my life, I am regreting something. I never should have hooked up with her at all. And NOW its costing our friendship. I will forcefully ignore it, but if I seriously lose a relationship with someone I care about, I will be pissed off. I never wanted her to get the wrong idea, but I certainly didn't think about that when we hooked up. JESU, you gotta help me on this one man. I CAN'T SLEEP