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I don't have time to spill my guts anymore. In all honesty, I hope most of these don't get read. I'm wondering if it's sam who made this up, either way I'm stealing it from her.
Dear you,
I don't deserve your friendship, at least not anymore. I can't remember the last time I did anything for you and yet you continue to help me with anything and keep me company and make an effort to maintain our friendship. You don't deserve all the trouble life has dealt you, and I wish you would accept help more. Or not even that, maybe just get away more and make it not your problem. You can't save them if they don't want to be saved.
Dear you,
I don't hate you anymore. In fact, I barely ever think of you. It gets harder to remember what you look like every day. I don't remember the sound of your voice. I don't know what you're up to, and for once I don't care. You taught me a lot, and I loved the first half of knowing you, but you tore me apart and basically ruined me. Towards the end of us I became a psycho, angry and irrational and I lost every sense of who I was. I finally think I found all the pieces and am getting back to being the man I wanted to be, and I hope you can find your peace.
Dear you,
I've stayed distant from everyone I've met since her. I haven't felt this weird pressure or lack there of in my chest in almost two years and it sorta scares me. That night was basically all I could have asked for, and just like I said, no matter what numbers were on the clock I knew there wasn't enough time. I'll wait until you can decide where I stand.
Dear you,
I'm glad I met you, it's weird to have a friend who's a girl. You reminded me of this girl I was friends with in high school. You're easy to talk to and have very different perspe
Dear livejournal,
I have nothing to say to you
Dear you,
I don't deserve your friendship, at least not anymore. I can't remember the last time I did anything for you and yet you continue to help me with anything and keep me company and make an effort to maintain our friendship. You don't deserve all the trouble life has dealt you, and I wish you would accept help more. Or not even that, maybe just get away more and make it not your problem. You can't save them if they don't want to be saved.
Dear you,
I don't hate you anymore. In fact, I barely ever think of you. It gets harder to remember what you look like every day. I don't remember the sound of your voice. I don't know what you're up to, and for once I don't care. You taught me a lot, and I loved the first half of knowing you, but you tore me apart and basically ruined me. Towards the end of us I became a psycho, angry and irrational and I lost every sense of who I was. I finally think I found all the pieces and am getting back to being the man I wanted to be, and I hope you can find your peace.
Dear you,
I've stayed distant from everyone I've met since her. I haven't felt this weird pressure or lack there of in my chest in almost two years and it sorta scares me. That night was basically all I could have asked for, and just like I said, no matter what numbers were on the clock I knew there wasn't enough time. I'll wait until you can decide where I stand.
Dear you,
I'm glad I met you, it's weird to have a friend who's a girl. You reminded me of this girl I was friends with in high school. You're easy to talk to and have very different perspe
Dear livejournal,
I have nothing to say to you