Do you ever question your live. . .Do you Ever wonder Why?
So here i am. Again. I quit my job at cvs about two months ago. Thew manager's a cunt. And i'm in my second semster at CCBC.
So i hate the boyskissing commiunty on here. Thanks for sporting sterotypes some of us work hard again. Yeah lets get all the gay guys the world can't stand and get them to kiss on film and put it on a web site. Great! WOOT! Lets push back gay rights a few years.
Okay i'm done with that one now. What else is up. . .I've been making clothes and chrushing on mad guys. Like tim, in my english class, yeah yeah yeah i know he's straight. But he is so hot. *hearts lacross players* And then there's chris at white marsh. He's a little stoner (we can change that) metal head (we can change that too). But he has a lip ring. *droll* And then there's bruce, but he has a bf so i won't go in to details.
So i feel like i've become the center of an universe i built up where i don't fit it. If that make sense. I've become sucha social cearture, that feeling out of place is unusal and odd. But i alwqays feel slightly out of place. Unless i'm with robyn. But that's different. Everybody, at least at white marsh, is trying to be more like me. But it doesn't work for them. And then. I have to try extra hard to go out and be just that much different. And even if i try to completely conform to the ook and style theyt don't like it is seen as a social statment. Which it is, agaisnt them. Sorry had to rant. G'Day
So i hate the boyskissing commiunty on here. Thanks for sporting sterotypes some of us work hard again. Yeah lets get all the gay guys the world can't stand and get them to kiss on film and put it on a web site. Great! WOOT! Lets push back gay rights a few years.
Okay i'm done with that one now. What else is up. . .I've been making clothes and chrushing on mad guys. Like tim, in my english class, yeah yeah yeah i know he's straight. But he is so hot. *hearts lacross players* And then there's chris at white marsh. He's a little stoner (we can change that) metal head (we can change that too). But he has a lip ring. *droll* And then there's bruce, but he has a bf so i won't go in to details.
So i feel like i've become the center of an universe i built up where i don't fit it. If that make sense. I've become sucha social cearture, that feeling out of place is unusal and odd. But i alwqays feel slightly out of place. Unless i'm with robyn. But that's different. Everybody, at least at white marsh, is trying to be more like me. But it doesn't work for them. And then. I have to try extra hard to go out and be just that much different. And even if i try to completely conform to the ook and style theyt don't like it is seen as a social statment. Which it is, agaisnt them. Sorry had to rant. G'Day