The Weather Is Nice Isn't It?
So it's warmish out side, Nice and bright with a slight breeze. I oepned the house up to air it out. Justin left yesterday. For the Marines. And I'm Scared, and worried, and upset, and mad, and depressed, and happy, and hatefull, and loving, and i just don't know. I just grew so close to him. He came at a hard time in my life and help me through a lot of shit, but he just doesn't know.
And the weather. It's triggering memories of last year. When everything went wrong. When i was...hnm now i put a name on to it. Reborn. When i reliazed i can't have other people living my life that i have to live it my self. And justin helped me to calm down a little bit, which i needed. BUt now i don't know what to do. Now it's back to me and robyn. Yeah i got Eddie And Anne And Toni And Manya but Justin was different. I don't know how but he was.
So robyn's working on getting me a boyfriend. But i don't know can i handle it?
And the weather. It's triggering memories of last year. When everything went wrong. When i was...hnm now i put a name on to it. Reborn. When i reliazed i can't have other people living my life that i have to live it my self. And justin helped me to calm down a little bit, which i needed. BUt now i don't know what to do. Now it's back to me and robyn. Yeah i got Eddie And Anne And Toni And Manya but Justin was different. I don't know how but he was.
So robyn's working on getting me a boyfriend. But i don't know can i handle it?