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Basically, my life is about to get really crazy, and I'm not sure that I mind. Tomorrow night I'm dragging my behind to the city to go to A&K. Hopefully it should be a good time. Wednesday-Sunday I work. Monday&Tuesday I'm going home to bring some of the things I have at my beach house that I won't need for school back. Also most of my friends are leaving for school and I'd really like to say goodbye. Thenn work again wednesday to Saturday(mylastttdayy). Sunday I am going to Maryland to seee Nate. And then hopefully I should see him Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. And Saturday I move to collegeee.
It's weird to miss someone so much; I feel like i've never cared about someone enough for it to really matter when they went away for a few weeks. It's really much harder to deal with than I thought it would be, and as often as I go to bed almost sad because of it, I go to bed much happier than I've been in a really really long time.
On Another note previously mentioned about saying goodbye to friends going to college...I feel very sure that I'm really never going to see many of these people ever again. I came to this conclusion because since I have moved this summer,...9,000 people were stoked to come visit, and the reality was that only 3 did. And as much as I thought it'd be upsetting, it was really just an eye opener about who you really care about and want to be apart of your life. That's not to say I gave a valiant effort to come visit either, because I absolutely did not, it just goes to show. However, not for a second do I feel these friendships through school weren't real, or that I didn't and don't still love them because really i have had some of the best times of my life with these people, which almost makes it easier to let them go, because I know we all made the most of our time together while we had it.
I'm excited for the future, and the people I am going to meet, and the people I've carried with me. I think many good things lie ahead. :-)
It's weird to miss someone so much; I feel like i've never cared about someone enough for it to really matter when they went away for a few weeks. It's really much harder to deal with than I thought it would be, and as often as I go to bed almost sad because of it, I go to bed much happier than I've been in a really really long time.
On Another note previously mentioned about saying goodbye to friends going to college...I feel very sure that I'm really never going to see many of these people ever again. I came to this conclusion because since I have moved this summer,...9,000 people were stoked to come visit, and the reality was that only 3 did. And as much as I thought it'd be upsetting, it was really just an eye opener about who you really care about and want to be apart of your life. That's not to say I gave a valiant effort to come visit either, because I absolutely did not, it just goes to show. However, not for a second do I feel these friendships through school weren't real, or that I didn't and don't still love them because really i have had some of the best times of my life with these people, which almost makes it easier to let them go, because I know we all made the most of our time together while we had it.
I'm excited for the future, and the people I am going to meet, and the people I've carried with me. I think many good things lie ahead. :-)