[only slightly unhealthy]
If you don't want to hear it, and you probably don't... don't
What is my solution? Major restriction. Yes, it will take dedication, something that I normally lack unlessed it is forced upon me... Less than 600 cals a day. Work off as much as I can with jogging, followed by some sit ups. That is my plan. Will I succeed? Well, I sure as hell hope so.
So I've finished the first story of David Sedaris' Holidays on Ice. SantaLand (I think it was called) was plenty entertaining, especially with the switching of Elf positions, Santas, etc. I liked the structure. I read it during chorus while I was not singing and recovering from my cold, and while Taylor was drawing an old woman in sunglasses reading. Interesting. Very interesting.
I'm getting ripped out of a car on Thursday. With any luck, it will be a rapist van. Hahaha. I'm really enjoying the whole process of having a car demolished around me, then getting carried off by paramedics. Even if its all staged... I dunno, I'll be excited to see people's reactions... Plus I get to miss a couple of periods on Thursday. Sa-weet.
This whole Sam business makes me smile. I know where it is heading. I know where I'm at... And I sure as hell know where he is. I think this is exactly what I wanted right now. I'm just worried that one of us might become too dependant or attatched, and something horrible come from that. Plus... There's always the chance that he'll slip back, and I don't think I could handle that. I'm pretty confident that I can keep him in line, though. Heheh.