Feb 08, 2005 09:45
Wow.
They are actually over.
My years of teenage angst.
Today is my twentieth birthday.
To tell you the truth it's a little bit bitter-sweet.
I'm going to miss being just a kid. at least in my mind I was still one. Hell, emotionaly I still am. Without a doubt. And just ask Ben about how socially retarded I am...
I guess it's not really all that different.
I know I'm not.
I've still never been kissed.
I lived through twenty years of of life without one single embrace.
Holy Sweet Mother of God-damn you left your cello in the basement, thats sad.
I've still never smoked, drinken alcohol or done any drugs.
I'm still a virgin. (I'm saving it for marriage, really!)
These things probally won't change.
There are some things, however, that have already changed.
My Teen Open Diary for instance.
This morning at One o'clock I murdered the little bugger.
He was a fighter too, got to give him that.
Well thats about it.
I don't really feel any different even though I think I should.
I'm done with her.
I'm done here.
Aw Hell, just for something different I'm gonna list my favorite five albums of all time. (beats quoting song lyrics)
1. Sublime - "Sublime"
2. Weezer - "Pinkerton"
3. Jimmy Eat World - "Clarity"
4. Third Eye Blind - "Third Eye Blind"
5. Brand New - "Deja Entendu"
I think I'll explain why each disc made this list some other time.
I've been meaning to...
I'm going back to bed.