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Feb 08, 2005 09:45

Wow.

They are actually over.

My years of teenage angst.

Today is my twentieth birthday.

To tell you the truth it's a little bit bitter-sweet.

I'm going to miss being just a kid. at least in my mind I was still one. Hell, emotionaly I still am. Without a doubt. And just ask Ben about how socially retarded I am...

I guess it's not really all that different.
I know I'm not.

I've still never been kissed.
I lived through twenty years of of life without one single embrace.
Holy Sweet Mother of God-damn you left your cello in the basement, thats sad.

I've still never smoked, drinken alcohol or done any drugs.
I'm still a virgin. (I'm saving it for marriage, really!)
These things probally won't change.

There are some things, however, that have already changed.

My Teen Open Diary for instance.

This morning at One o'clock I murdered the little bugger.
He was a fighter too, got to give him that.

Well thats about it.

I don't really feel any different even though I think I should.

I'm done with her.
I'm done here.

Aw Hell, just for something different I'm gonna list my favorite five albums of all time. (beats quoting song lyrics)

1. Sublime - "Sublime"
2. Weezer - "Pinkerton"
3. Jimmy Eat World - "Clarity"
4. Third Eye Blind - "Third Eye Blind"
5. Brand New - "Deja Entendu"

I think I'll explain why each disc made this list some other time.
I've been meaning to...
I'm going back to bed.
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