Put your best suit or dress on...
I have an idea.
I'm gonna set some goal for myself, a new years resolution if you will.
Which is a big first.
Sure I'm probally not going to succeed, but I'll be damned if I don't try.
I resolve to stop obsessing over julie and pretending I'm not hurt by how things are going.
I resolve to stop falling head over heels in love with every girl who shows the least bit of intrest in me.
I reslove to stop being a such a materialistic whore.
I resolve to stop desperately seaching for mrs. right.
I resolve to stop being so depressed about... everything.
I resolve stop having such a fucking dirty mouth.
I resolve to drop all my "martyr complex" bullshit.
But above all I resolve to stop being bitter at God and to stop blaming Him for how fucked up my life is.
The only really important resolution is the last one. Which is probally why its the one I am least likely to succeed in. The others would be nice, but they are just icing.
Maybe it is just wishful thinking but, a bit more of an optimistic outlook on life couldn't hurt me could it?
If C.S. Lewis can forgive God then it should be cake for me.
Or not.
Either way I'd apreciate any encouragement I can get.
I refuse to be a self fufilling prophecy of failure and angst.
This new year is already starting to look up...
I'm gonna set some goal for myself, a new years resolution if you will.
Which is a big first.
Sure I'm probally not going to succeed, but I'll be damned if I don't try.
I resolve to stop obsessing over julie and pretending I'm not hurt by how things are going.
I resolve to stop falling head over heels in love with every girl who shows the least bit of intrest in me.
I reslove to stop being a such a materialistic whore.
I resolve to stop desperately seaching for mrs. right.
I resolve to stop being so depressed about... everything.
I resolve stop having such a fucking dirty mouth.
I resolve to drop all my "martyr complex" bullshit.
But above all I resolve to stop being bitter at God and to stop blaming Him for how fucked up my life is.
The only really important resolution is the last one. Which is probally why its the one I am least likely to succeed in. The others would be nice, but they are just icing.
Maybe it is just wishful thinking but, a bit more of an optimistic outlook on life couldn't hurt me could it?
If C.S. Lewis can forgive God then it should be cake for me.
Or not.
Either way I'd apreciate any encouragement I can get.
I refuse to be a self fufilling prophecy of failure and angst.
This new year is already starting to look up...