Ouch.
Melody is very nice to me. Unfortunately, she hands me information that ...
I thought in this particular situation, since I fucked up so royally I would be let off the hook as far as resentments were concerned. I'm grateful to know where I stand, but this particular chunk of reality kind of shocked and hurt me more than being yelled at. It actually put being yelled at into perspective.
Somewhere along the line I picked up some pretty odd convictions about love, and soulmates, and really knowing a person.
I feel naive for still caring, missing, and loving.
And it's unfortunate that in my current disposition, feeling completely and utterly lied to, and deliberately slandered sounds like just desserts for me. However, the truth of the matter is that neither I, nor her, nor anyone else in this world deserves that.
I thought in this particular situation, since I fucked up so royally I would be let off the hook as far as resentments were concerned. I'm grateful to know where I stand, but this particular chunk of reality kind of shocked and hurt me more than being yelled at. It actually put being yelled at into perspective.
Somewhere along the line I picked up some pretty odd convictions about love, and soulmates, and really knowing a person.
I feel naive for still caring, missing, and loving.
And it's unfortunate that in my current disposition, feeling completely and utterly lied to, and deliberately slandered sounds like just desserts for me. However, the truth of the matter is that neither I, nor her, nor anyone else in this world deserves that.