Sep 17, 2005 22:08
So...I have $2.58 in cash right now...maybe $80 on my MarquetteCash/ID Card, but I can barely use that around campus. But I go to activity functions with free food, I ease the hunger pains with little snacks, so word, I'm livin' the broke college life to the fullest!
I haven't gained my Freshman 15 though...I've actually almost lost that much. 184 baby, that number's lookin' good to me. Thank you Navy Reserve Officer Training Corps!
But I'm a little pissed off because I'm bustin' my butt for them, half a dozen kids already dropped, and they were fucking SCHOLARSHIP fuckers...I'm a college programmer, meaning I'm not getting a cent from the Navy...yet. I applied late because I was originally gonna go to Ripon College for a degree in English, but a month before school started, I decided to transfer to Marquette University's College of Nursing. So yeah, as long as I keep up my GPA and pass the Physical Readiness Test (I was so sedentary throughout high school, the most exercise I got was sitting the bench on the JV basketball team sophomore year), I will get a three year scholarship, but I still have to pay for room and board.
Anyways...I was invited by BSO to go clubbing with them at some place that doesn't card until after 10:30ish, so we were gonna leave early, but I decided to stay home and study. I was also hoping to talk to my baby, but she's busy, so I'm just chilling.
I miss her so much...I remember this one time when we were first going out, I took her to the playground behind my house after school, and we sat on one of the fixtures. She was pretty sleepy, so we just sat there while she rested her head on my shoulder and my arm around her. I just held her there...and after 10 or so minutes, I suggested I take her back so she could sleep at home. So I did, and that's all.
That's one of my fondest memories of her. Just sitting there with her near me.
I miss my KT and I Love Her even more.