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God I was glad to let it all out.
I was glad that I screamed "That's Enough" at 12.00 in the morning.
I was glad I told them that I was "Fucking sick of this shit."
I was glad I threatened to pack my bags and call a cab.
I was glad this happened.
Because things would be alot worse if I didn't say it.
I hate how they don't listen.
I hate how they are always at each other's throats.
I hate how it's always the same bloody thing.
I hate how I had to step in and be the bigger person and tell them to grow up.
I'm so glad Melissa wasn't here last night to witness it. It broke Mum's heart enough for me to be there, I can just imagine if both of us were. I know that I am the stronger one when it comes to these things.
I found out alot of things about Mum that I didn't know. I'm glad for that. As much as she is my mother, I've always wondered what happened before she met Dad, what's going on in her life. I trust my Mum enough to tell her anything, and so I would like it to go the same way.
No comment on Rob. I'm so over any family relationship I may have had with him. Negative thoughts.
I miss Dwayne. I can't wait to see him tonight. I just need to talk to him.
That's enough negative talk. It feels good to let the words flow on the page.
*me and him forever*
If you do not want to read a negative post, please DO NOT read ahead.
God I was glad to let it all out.
I was glad that I screamed "That's Enough" at 12.00 in the morning.
I was glad I told them that I was "Fucking sick of this shit."
I was glad I threatened to pack my bags and call a cab.
I was glad this happened.
Because things would be alot worse if I didn't say it.
I hate how they don't listen.
I hate how they are always at each other's throats.
I hate how it's always the same bloody thing.
I hate how I had to step in and be the bigger person and tell them to grow up.
I'm so glad Melissa wasn't here last night to witness it. It broke Mum's heart enough for me to be there, I can just imagine if both of us were. I know that I am the stronger one when it comes to these things.
I found out alot of things about Mum that I didn't know. I'm glad for that. As much as she is my mother, I've always wondered what happened before she met Dad, what's going on in her life. I trust my Mum enough to tell her anything, and so I would like it to go the same way.
No comment on Rob. I'm so over any family relationship I may have had with him. Negative thoughts.
I miss Dwayne. I can't wait to see him tonight. I just need to talk to him.
That's enough negative talk. It feels good to let the words flow on the page.
*me and him forever*