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Last night was one of the hardest nights I've ever faced. I found out just how much of a bad person I am. My flaws were laid out to me like a deck of cards, and I had to pick up every card and face what was on the other side. The comments were hurtful, but not as hurtful as to find out who dealt the pack. The people I call my friends. The ones I tell everything to. The ones that I feel pick me up when I'm down. I'm not going to repeat what they said. It's too hurtful to try and think about it again.
Am I that bad of a person? Why didn't I ever realised this before? God. I can't think about it now. If you have a problem with me, please don't hesitate to tell me.
Thankyou Baby. I wouldn't have been able to get through this without you. I love you.
*me and him forever*
Am I that bad of a person? Why didn't I ever realised this before? God. I can't think about it now. If you have a problem with me, please don't hesitate to tell me.
Thankyou Baby. I wouldn't have been able to get through this without you. I love you.
*me and him forever*