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heh
i had this little moment of clarity
you know, when you realize something and you didnt think it in words?
i think too much in words these days
clarity that if im not like enthralled with myself, then why pay attention?
badly stated..
i mean im all for self improvement, im gettin in shape, im starting to hook my mind up,
do it right, do me right
but its about concentration
i dont dig myself a whole bunch (im no sadist, im quite happy right now, just not satisfied)
so why talk about it, why care?
theres alot to the world, and i know plenty about me
its other people i like, other things
the only time i disenjoy life is when im factoring myself in, as in trying to over analyze my role,
or wondering what is "right" for me in some convoluted bullish sense
instead of just soaking in everything, which makes me happy, which is what i wannnnnnnnnnnt
it is all really simple you know.. just turning off your brain isnt
a dizzy dance
i had this little moment of clarity
you know, when you realize something and you didnt think it in words?
i think too much in words these days
clarity that if im not like enthralled with myself, then why pay attention?
badly stated..
i mean im all for self improvement, im gettin in shape, im starting to hook my mind up,
do it right, do me right
but its about concentration
i dont dig myself a whole bunch (im no sadist, im quite happy right now, just not satisfied)
so why talk about it, why care?
theres alot to the world, and i know plenty about me
its other people i like, other things
the only time i disenjoy life is when im factoring myself in, as in trying to over analyze my role,
or wondering what is "right" for me in some convoluted bullish sense
instead of just soaking in everything, which makes me happy, which is what i wannnnnnnnnnnt
it is all really simple you know.. just turning off your brain isnt
a dizzy dance