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[noisesnob]

Ok. So it's getting there. I'm so close to what I have always wanted. Now I just don't know what to do when I have it. He calls everyday. I have noooo idea how much this costs via long distance calls, but it's HIM that is calling ME on a daily basis... for no apparent reason. And those random text messages too. Well, caring is ample reason. Finally. After a year and a half. What happened? Why is this all happening now? He thinks of me. He cares enough to ask how my day is going. We talk for hourrrrrsssss. Joke, mention old memories, make new ones, carry on old jokes etc etc. Heh, and that drunk phone call I made (which I warned you I would make) - I know exactly what I said, and I think he knew I meant it, too. I just want to know WHY he is keeping so close after being away for so long. I think I have the right to be skeptical before I get my hopes up. God knows I can't go through the hell of it twice. Is he just bored? Lonely? I doubt either of those... he's one of the coolest people I know, with a very active social life... does he just finally realize that he lost something amazing? I mean come on, who wants to be long-distance best friends. That just sounds stupid. It has to be more. He's talking about moving out of TX within the next couple of years... I'll have no ties here within the next couple of years... But lets discuss now! I'm going to ride this joy train for a couple more weeks and then ask why... why we're so close again after all this time. What his motives are. If he misses me as more than a friend. If I get the answer I'm looking for, TX here I come. I couldn't think of anyone else I'd shell out $400 to go see. (Oh, BTW I picked up this gig that'll only last a couple of weeks but it's $32/hr!!!) I'd just have to make my expectations of the trip clear to him... or else it's destined for failure.
I knew butterflies flew south for the winter, but had no idea that they could fly via verizon wireless and straight into my stomach.